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x'mas

after f5 case, i din go out 2 celebrate.. til last yr..

x'mas eve 2006
went 2 sing k den movie.. den count down at gurney..
tat was 1st time i hang out wif my LITTLE cousins..
anyway, tat was a wonderful x'mas..

x'mas eve 2007
stay at sunway.. din plan 2 go out.. nth 2 eat at home so jz wan 2 order mcD delivery.. bt at last, sis dun wan 2 go out wif frenz, so v went 2 uno pizza at usj.. delicious..
den went 2 buy fruits cake.. i jz noe tat x'mas tradition need fruits cake 1.. wat i noe is jz turkey.. :p
sis opened white wine tat her fren gv her den v hv white wine + fruits cake wif amy (aunt? o sis? i dunno how shld i address her)

x'mas 2007
hohoho......... is holiday.......... slp whole day........... :p


MERRY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY NEW YEAR to everyone

sem break

tis is the last sem break 4 my uni life..
wat i hd done in tis 1 mth ++??

again.. work work work..
start fr pwtc job, til wisma goldhill, til midvalley, til the weld, den times square, ampang point, lot 10, n den bac 2 midvalley again.. cant blieve tat my holidays is jz full wif job job job.. it's a job marathon.. even more tired than study + work when uni reopen.. haiz..

feel soli 2 my younger sis.. tis is de 1st time she visit my eldest sis hse.. however, i hv no time 2 bring her kia kia.. bt luckily she can enjoy herself wif those drama v bought 4 her + on9..
jz help her 2 create a msn acc n my eldest sis help her 2 create friendster acc.. cant blieve tat in jz few days, her frenz is more than my elder sis, joyce.. wah! is tat call youngster?
chris, my younger sis's msn nick.. again.. my both younger sis got another similar thing.. bsides June, de month they born, n now, both of them oso using chris..

oh ya! i met m. & mdm gabarre when i work at the weld.. tat day when the lift there got problem.. there was a boring working day.. cant stand inside the weld so walk out 2 starbucks there.. when i wan 2 walk bac in2 da cold building, i saw them.. quite surprise.. n they oso i guess.. they talked wif me in french, bt my french is sdn bhd 1, anyway, v manage 2 understand wat v r talkin abt.. hahaha....

mm.. at ampang point there, met a guy fr french.. is a islamic.. v tried 2 chat in french.. n sure tis time is better.. n.. dunno y, suddenly i m so proud bcz i learn french.. n same wif MY.. altho v stil dunno wat v wil do wif our major.. n dunno can get job o nt after grad..

last job at midvalley, met nic, a guy who help me in my sales 1 (haha.. my customer lah)he nt satisfy wif da service of 'them' den i tried 2 ask he y bt he dun wan 2 talk.. actually v can understand wat happened lah.. jz like last time danny case.. i noe..
n actually now i lost my passion 2 work.. dunno y.. suddenly feel like 'liong sam guo yi ng hooi'.. altho at 1st i wan 2 help them.. bt seem like at last wil 'hai' them 1.. aiz.. mayb after midvalley job i can rest n think baik baik 1st b4 another jan job at midvalley..

sem break last at my last day job at midvalley.. bt 24th is x'mas eve.. our french class cancelled.. so i stil stay at sunway.. hehe..

茫然的未来??

已经多久了,情况还是没有改善,反而更糟糕……

不想回家,不敢回家,不懂怎么面对,没有脸去面对这一切……
上个假期没回家,考完试过后也都一直呆在这里,直到湄茵为我要不要回的时候我才甘愿回。
朋友都说我回家为什么没找他们出来,有的根本不知道我有回去,当他们知道的时候,我已经在这里了,呵呵……
不好意识啦,其实,我这次回去三天而已,根本不像放假是吧?!

也许,是时候了!我不能再那么任性妄为了!
那天看到朋友在msn那边写的:茫然的未来。
我何尝不是这样,从茫然的未来,到定下的目标,未来的计划……
可是现在,就好像被退下来的计划书,我必须从新做过,而且,现在要做的计划书还必须有种种的条件限制,唉……
我还有三个月的时间来准备这份计划书,四个月后,我就必须执行这份重大的计划。
是的,是重大的计划,因为………………

很多朋友都说我毕业过后回留在这里,身边的人都觉得我不会回槟城,说我不喜欢槟城,呵,如果你是我的话,你有可能会喜欢吗?
其实我有想过回去的,前提是我的收入扣除我的生活费必须还要够我xxxxxx,不然,我也许真得会留在这吧!在不然,最近有人向我提起的,到新加坡去,其实也是一个不错的建议……只是……我之前想要做的,应该在短期内达不到了吧?!那是不是意味着,为了生存,为了我爱的人和爱我的人,我必须把自己的梦想给抵押??

22岁,不久就23了,接下来真得也该轮到我上场了!尤其在这种时候,这个责任不可能推走吧!毕竟我已经享受了那么多年的自由了。
三年,给自己三年的时间,三年后,一定要追回自己的梦想,我不要一生都这样子!!
以我的资格,三年应该够我把问题都解决吧!当然不包括's'的啦!不过,三年里面我要她过得比现在好就是肯定的!

那么,我该怎么做?从哪里开始?我不懂………
真是茫然的未来啊!