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19/10/2008 ~my convo~

sorry to everyone that i delayed this blog until now.

not only no mood to blog, i am quite busy recently. (oops! don't ask me what i am busy with, because even myself also don't know what i am busy with right now)

many people keep chasing me for those photos of my convo, ok ok, as what i promised, i will try to send you guys by today or tomorrow. i will 'guai guai' stay at home these two days to prepare for it, be patience.

after 3 years of damn crazy life in serdang, i finally graduated from UPM!!

morning of 19 oct, 2 elder sisters and me went out to pick up laundry and buy brunch. We first went to pick up laundry then bought some foods here, after that, we went to subang, bought some breads, and some foods again! yeah! lots of things can eat.. haha..

then back home, bath, ate, and prepared to go out. It was quite rushing since many things not yet done. When Yul called me to tell me that the traffic quite jammed there, i still at home =.=
Luckily the traffic from sunway to serdang was smooth, so i managed to reach there at time. Yul introduced her parent and elvis's parent to my parent, so that 'penang lang' could sit together, it's better like that, haha..

Don't know why, i seems like 'yap zoi' ( married 入赘 ) to Yul's course already haha.. always join them..

after dad & mum them entered the hall, we walked to gather at the side of the hall. When i still talking with Yul + searching for my coursemates, i saw josephine. The stupid guard not allowed her to join us just because she wear pants!! what's a stupid logic!! (They did explain this case to media with the stupid reasons!! damn!!)

i walked into the group of my coursemates, and sure, we took pictures together with ying yin's camera. if i know we can bring camera, sure i won't leave it to mum! haih.. it was too late..

mm.. there were some of our coursemates absent : june, natasha, zoe, & i thought can see jasmine one, but she seems like enjoy her life in great britain, so didn't come to attend the convo.

In the hall, we just sitting there waiting our turn to go on the stage, bored!! Maybe our beloved UPM staffs know that we would be boring there, so they did something to make us laugh, hahaha.. They were using don't know what SLANG to call out our names.. it was very ''geli'' at first, and then, very funny, haha... and after that, i used to listen the weird slang already.
However, many people said that the MC called my name with the weird slang made them don't know that was me, =.=lll

after a long time i didn't present on the stage, so i walked very fast on the stage, and, everyone scold (not scold actually, it's just ''say'' me) about the time i was on the stage.. it's just a few seconds, not even 10 seconds!! haha..

Then, i received an sms from bpang. She mentioned that she got something to do so she couldn't come already. At first, i was thinking that she just kidding, but, it's truth! All of my buddies, no even a girl come! the attendances all guys!!

Thanks Danny who came from Penang just to attend my convo. i thought he was just kidding since he left message in our group there stated that he will 'fly' here. i really cant imagine how good he can treat me already! he really come to UPM! Oh my god!!
Danny, no need i say you also know that i am very touch right? but i also want to shout out --- i am very touch!! you stepped in KL again because of me, i really appreciate it, thank you very much, my best buddy forever..

Next, the gang of friends and buddies from Sungai Long : Lean Sheng, Lip Chin, Wei Chuan & Zhen Xiang. i know that some of you might have something to do or somewhere to go, but you guys chose to come here, i am so happy to see you guys here. Sorry for ignoring you guys sometimes when i RUN to take photos with my coursemates, housemates,... it's hard for me to explain how i feel that day, happy, proud, thanksful, touch,.. many.. cant explain via words..

Unexpected person called --> Chai Boi, she is one of my 6A2 friends also.. (some explanations: all of the guys who came that day are my 6A2 friends, danny, lean sheng, lip chin and wei chuan, only zhen xiang not jit sin ginna. however, we are all bm lang, wahaha..) ok, back to chai boi. she called me, asked for my location and asked me don't go away, wait for her there. wow! unexpected person came! thank you, chia boi, you no need to buy anything i already happy to see you there, you brought something for me somemore, thanks ya :)

if you know me better, especially my family members, relatives, then you must know how is the character of my dad! something happened! and suddenly our mood turned bad! rain somemore! shit!!

to thanks danny them to come, we plan to treat them eat, so i called lean sheng them to have dinner together. had no idea where to dine, so at last, we decide to dine at 'leong nga' paper wrapped chicken & yong tau fu there.

this was the first time i had dinner with my friends with all of my family together, don't know how everyone's feel, haha.. maybe the table is too big, too many people, i felt like i had paid less attention to people who sat too far from me.. i'm sorry about that, especially to LS.

after dinner, i gave a wrong direction to Sharon again, ya, AGAIN, so we had to take a long long journey to reach home. sorry sis :(

Sharon tried to took our pictures at home with her camera, but the batteries could not work, so end up we didn't take so much of pictures. you know what happened? i also don't know. i used to be in this kind of situation when eldest sister and dad being together for more than half an hour! sigh..

it was time for me to ''SS'' then. haha.. took pictures with all my lovely presents given by my buddies & sisters.
Oh ya, my sweet lovely younger sister, Chris, did something made me feel so touch also. She is very 'ngiau' (stingy), but she spent a big sum of her money to buy a branded dress for me! To attend my convo, she went to do rebonding somemore. ya, my beloved Chris spent lots of money because of me.. touch! haha..

Thanks Danny and Zhen Xiang for the bouquet of flowers with snoopy.
Thanks 立竞、偉權、Mr. See, Chiew Li & May ying for the cute little bear.
Thanks 家媚for the present and the card with meaningful words you given.

Thanks my parents and lovely Chris coming over here to attend my convo..
Thanks Joyce coming back from Singapore to have a family gathering also..
Sharon, i know that you were very tired that few days, thanks you for everything you arranged and did..

there is one more person that i might not forget! a VIP! Anggeline! Thanks for the car that you borrow :)

ermm.. maybe can take this opportunity to thank everyone who sms or called me, appleships leng lui, leng lui may ying, uncle lock, aunty dan dan, yiap chong, ......


the photos all in my photo album now!!

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离轨/生活2

该怎么解释?突然像回到小时候那样,不是无忧无虑,而是缺乏安全感。

以前的梦想一个个离我而去,也许是我先选择放弃它们吧?! 现在只剩下的唯一一个,我真的可以在合约期满后潇洒地离开这里吗?我不懂。

这里还有我的家,我的责任。经济海啸,家里的经济状况,姐这里的经济困境,二姐又‘逃’到新加坡去,等等……
二姐当初是怎么做得到的?可以呆在家里那么久。我除了佩服,还是佩服。真的。说住跟家人可以省钱哦?谁说的?也许在别人家是这样子,可是在我们家就不是了。每个月花的钱,像水流那样,快,且一去不回头。
每次计划好要做什么买什么,可是,每次就会有什么状况,钱就这样子完了。以前我住沙登的时候生活都会好过这里呢!至少先要顾好的是自己,然后才轮到家人。可是现在,是这间屋子和姐先,然后才是自己。

爸妈过来的那几天最让我内疚,不单只没帮忙还钱,妈还塞钱给我,内疚、心疼……爱丽丝,窝囊废!!


不懂怎么了,越来越迟钝,做东西越来越慢,总是打不起精神来。工作除了状况,在最后关头,是我的错,还好在最后的最后关头,事情解决了。
前几天,又好像说错东西了,对其他两个同事,唉……我面对很大的沟通问题啊!人际关系有待改善!是该向卡内基学习了。

6A2的Group好像荒废了很久,都没有真真去打理了,是时候把这个group关了吧?反正每次什么gathering discussion都没什么人参与,来来去去就只有那两三只小猫,放弃咯!
连A1的蜜蜂都可以帮我们organise那个gathering了,我真的不明白为什么我们A2的人不能配合点。真的,不会再为A2做任何努力了。失望 + iNG!!


最近又开始暴饮暴食了,尤其是巧克力,吃得最凶了!天啊!肥了很多!每个人都“提醒”我这个事实!不要!我不要!都是二姐害的啦!带那么多巧克力过来给我!天知道我这个“大细路”多么喜欢巧克力,当然抵抗不住诱惑的嘛!

啊~~~~~~~
我到底再过怎样的生活啊?!
赶快一年,然后让我逃到哪个没人认识我的地方去吧!!

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