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错过

看了某个朋友的部落格后,我就一直在想……

第一次错过了,还会有第二次吗?
如果第二次也错过了,那么,你相信你还会有多一个机会吗?

第一次,也许有缘无份吧?你想。可能,时机还未成熟;可能,犹豫太多;可能,爱得还不够深;可能,…… 还多的可能,所以,错过了。

第二次,大家都比较成熟了,以为这样,顺其自然,慢慢就可以走在一起了。可是,当你做好心理准备,正要跨脚,想要踏出那一步的时候,突然,发生了些意外,结果,……

与其这样的失落难过,何不为自己制造第三次的机会呢?
也许,因为这第三次,你们可以拥有美好的结果; 也许,你们会更懂得珍惜彼此;也许,…… 好多的也许……

可是很讽刺的是,我可以很轻易地对别人说出这些话,而我,却还抱着那没用的刺猬哲学,不敢踏出那一步。

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dream

it's just a dream, i told myself..

i tried to not to set myself in fear.. but i failed..
scared.. pacnic.. flooded by many feels that i could not describe..
cried without tears..

it's just a dream.. and.. insomnia.. again..

i could share the story with nobody.. yes.. nobody i could talk with..
you guys might think that i am crazy..
yup.. i am getting crazy because of this dream.. but.. i cannot tell anyone..

it's just a dream.. a dream that i hope it won't come true..
it's not a nightmare.. it's not so horrible..
but.. it's not a good dream..

may god bless the person in the dream..

aLLice,
it's just a dream.. don't think too much..

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the trip

what i can say for the trip is:

someone treat us like a pig.. brought us over for food FooD fOOd & FOOD!! oh my god! she said that we looked like didn't eat for few days, so once we reached, she brought us for the pork satey that i would like to try. 1st station, 3 of us ate 50+, just satey and drink =.= then once finish, we went to a stall to have 2nd round of food @.@

then...... all is about food.. for these 2 days..

i am really happy to meet up with emma & enjoyed the trip with my lovely friends.. we had happy time together.. talked like last time.. non stopped.. bla bla bla..
and i really appreciate emma who did lots of things for us before and when we were there.. love you, emma!!

for the mystery one who cannot appear here, would like to thank you also.. to give me such a happy memory with you all.. shared many things on the journey to malacca.. we must add oil together to reach our dreams ya ^^

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malacca, here i come

half more hour later, i will be on my way to malacca..

quite some time i have not been there after graduate. Miss the satay celup there, miss jonker street (although i not really like the HOT + pasar malam kind of shopping, but it's a culture, isn't it?)

Miss the time when i first went malacca with my coursemates! i know that the time won't come back anymore, everything had changed, even me, i'm no longer the aLLice in 2005.. i can only keep the happy moment in my mind, my memory, and hopefully it won't fade..
what we said last time, that we wanted to visit again, with same gang of friends, going back to same place, do the same things, repeat everything there, and replace the ugly photos that we tool that time.. and now, i don't think that it is possible. damn miss the time when whole gang of us so close, and crazy.. we could walk around half of malacca by just our legs.. wow! geng!

and later, i will go with someone who is so nice, so kind, and so.. good..
i'm so excited to go there with her.. and maybe, we will do some stupid things that another friend will laugh of us.. but dont ask me what is that in public, i will not answer here.. it will spoilt my image, although most of my friends know already..

actually i was quite worry past few days since my friend could not help us to book a hotel.. they said there is singapore school holidays, so many hotel are full.. luckily, yesterday received a good news from my lovely friend that she could finally ffind a place for us to stay.. so happy :)

and now... i have to prepare..
have a good journey to myself and have a good weekends to my dear friends here ^^

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drink drank drunk

crazy again..
it's had been quite sometime that i have not out for drink..
and last week, i did it continuously..

friday night, after kim gary session with my sweet lovely friends --> jc & hz, drink with a friend at republic.. i not really know the guy before, until recently, we met in facebook.. he is jshs ginna also.. we share same friends, especially my buddies gang.. (but heard that they had quarrel before that, don't know now how liao..)
maybe when we went out, it was already 12 something, so, we just spend around 3 hours there.. not really drink so much.. so.. it could be a 'warm up' for the next day i think, hehe..

saturday night, went club with hz & her friends.. at herritage.. 1st time i been there.. quite nice.. if nothing happened that night.. i asked hz is that ok if i get drunk, she said ok, since she can send me back safely.. lolx.. how dare i really drunk, no way >.<
actually i don't know where is my limit, i just know that i cannot drink with empty stomach, because i will get drunk very easy if like that..
not really drink so much at first.. but then, after we went out for something, and when we came back, someone asked me to drink & kept asking me to drink, half cup, half cup, half cup,... then.. i also don't know how much i drink already.. and i started to reject.. my guilty feel of giving a comment that not sure correct or not, asked me to drink more, so that i no need to think so much.. but my angel said, it's enough already, because i won't know what will happened next, i am worry about her (hz), so i cannot drink again.. then i stopped..

someone said that i quite can drink, and what i answer is, actually i get drunk already.. haha.. good excuse to stop drinking, isn't it?
not really get drunk, just a bit high high dei, stim maybe, but brain still can function.. still.. those imaginations appeared in my mind.. i really worry what would happened when she back.. abuse? murder? lol.. maybe i watch too much tv, so my imagination is soooooo good, kekeke.. i really worried & scared..

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