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i'm the lucky one!!

yul, sorry, have to borrow your quote!

i am the lucky one!!

everything seems like went wrong today. Started from the naSHIT lemak until the leave! it's not my day today!!

However, i saw some light in the evening.
The light that bright up my day!
- i have bibi with me, to read funny 'symbolic' words that i wrote..
- lovely sis, bought me dinner and fetch me back..
- yul sweetie, shared many things together..
- sky, gave me a solution..
- BEP, sing the song for me..
- lappie, accompanied me for hours..
- ling's bloggie, told me that she is recovering..
- buffalos, fell in the pool & made us laugh...
- 'who moved my cheese', reminded me of something that i've forgotten..

yeah!! i'm the lucky one! although i did not have a good day, i had my good evening/night!!
i'm so lucky to have all of you by my side! i'm so lucky that i still can see, hear, talk, walk, eat,.. So lucky that i'm still alive!!

i'm the lucky one!! and the good luck will follow me from now til forever!! i do believe :)

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改变

半天的工钱就这样被扣了,好无辜哦 :(

这阵子一直在想,我是不是该做出改变了?不应该在这样下去了!
我不要这样的生活了!这不是我想要的!

做了个决定,这个新的开始,希望一切顺顺利利。

祝福我吧!

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i miss you!!

i miss my sweet lovely yul dearie very much.

i believe in fate! Fate between 2 of us! Thanks fate for bring such lovely sista in my life.

we can even remember what's our first sentence when we first meet. The situation is damn funny! I guess non of us would forget about it! Right?

i always heard about yulina yulina yulina during the time at KC. They were saying that she is quite rich, her brother treat her so nice, she can spend whatever she want, and her brother would just pay for it, she is very nice, somebody likes her, she is with somebody already, she met an accident and amnesia but don't know is real or not, bla bla bla.....

However, how i thought of her at first is, she is very cool! that kind of people who is very 文静 (graceful & queit) kind of girl. First few days / weeks in haunted house, we did not talk so much to each other. Normally, i would just lock myself in the room listened to the radio. I could not online as my thoughtful elder sister not yet buy me a lappie at that time. The two devices which accompanied me most of the time were my K700i & radio that danny helped me to buy.

How & when we started to be close?
That was a weekend, that both of us didn't go to our siblings' houses, and stayed in haunted house. And our housemates were not in. i lost my stupid scissor and wanted to borrow from her. Then, when i returned the scissor to her, we started to chat in her room.

Oh my god!! We started to find out so much of 'links' between us! And we 'click' together then. Thanks to the scissor which made me find out the real yul!! We talked for hours that day. Unforgettable memory!!

Since then, we always chatted in her room, watched horror movies at midnights, dinner together, msn each other eventhough we were just in the rooms beside (=.='''),.... yea, we did many things together during the time in haunted house! Laugh together, scared together, happy together, angry together, be vampire together...

And, something happened!!


**this paragraph had been deleted due to the reason that the memory at this time is not a good memory**


Then, we moved from hell to heaven together. Really heaven for us! Only 3 of us could really understand how the feeling is! we were in heaven!! no regretted to leave the hell!!

Passed through so many things together during the year, we were even closer during the time in heaven! we did more things together, ngek ngek ngek (the evilish smile)!! the devil things especially, hehe ^.~

Went spanish class together, walked so far for a stupid useless class together at night and then skipped that class and went home together >.<''' She teach me lots of things, shared lots of things to me, really care & concern me! We shared lots of our happiness, sadness & angriness in our small little heaven. That was the happiest time we spent together during the 3 years of my uni life. Even when i started to work, she is always there by my side, listen to my mumble, helping me to solve my problems, giving me some ideas/solutions, sharing her happiness to me... and yet, when she knows i has been bullied by somebody, she is there willing to pull me out from the hell! Her intent to help is deeply appreciated. And i don't know why, i miss her so much recently! Many things to share with her, but there's not much chance for us to share as both of us do not have our own transport. Luckily, there's something called MSN & FACEBOOK! and my bloggie!! for me to shout out how much i miss YOU!!!

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devil + i.N.G

today status at msn is :
 upset --> angry --> sad --> disappointed --> hopeless

what's that?
that is actually a process of heart-breaking when my heart was still there.
and now, the fragile heart broken. No heart anymore.

cant be so cruel, but cant be too nice.
treat others nice = cruel to myself.

devil allice cannot  be nice!!
i am devil!! transform to be devil after the heart broken..

someone said that i have nothing to lose now!
yup! i have nothing to lose now! so what i scared for? nothing!!

just be devil, allice!!