abnormal

abnormal abnormal abnormal!!
i want back the allice last time!!
come back please!!

even if pretend, allice's smile & laugh is a signature.
but what happened?
where the smile gone?
where is the 'ghost-like-laugh' of allice?

i lost them!
can't recall when i drop them!

today, a black dark face follows me the whole day.
i not really like to show this kind of face to everyone,
but sorry, i cant control..

ｉｆ　ｙｏｕ　ｋｎｏｗ　ｗｈｅｒｅ　ｔｈｅ　ｓｍｉｌｅ  &　ｔｈｅ　ｌａｕｇｈ　ｇｏ，　ｃａｎ　ｙｏｕ　ｐｌｅａｓｅ　ｔｅｌｌ　ｍｅ？

allice tan

bong gang

was writing letters to heaven just now,
to tell him my recent..

some childhood memory flashed back in my mind..
i saw his smile
while i was typing the letter..

it is just a short simple letter with a few words,
but it is actually converted from many things in my brain..

i never thought that the tears will drop when the last few words being typed out..
i never thought that i will sob like how i was just now..
it's all out of controlled!!

i am 'bong gang'!
choose to be a 'bong gang'
to be the 'bong gang' who can smile in tears..

allice tan