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it had been 3 years...

maternal grandma left exactly 3 years today..

uncle still laying on the bed in hospital.. even on his birthday few days ago..

heard mama say that the doctor seems trying to get us to get him home since nothing much they can do now.. but anyone willing to take care of him? anyone can? haiz...

it had really been tough years since 2008..

grandma, u must popi everyone especially your sons..

sleepy blue monday

my upper eyelids love my lower eyelids so much that they kiss each others quite often today.

i fell asleep quite early last night but i not understand why i feel so sleepy now. Is that because i am too free? NO! There's 2 write-ups that i need to write and some other things need to do.

thought of taking some coffee but i seriously do not think that coffee is a good solution at this critical stage. Hence, i found something which definitely will help -- REDBULL.

Not sure it's applicable to everyone or only me. i really feel that REDBULL is a very good solution to kick the sleepy worm out. even though i not really like that sweetness of it taste, i like to take it when i really need some energy.

my 1st drink of Redbull is during the time i took DELF. i was so stress until i felt want to give up because i was the only person to take the exam at that level among my friends. i faced it alone. i am not that kind of person who study very hard, but i like to burn midnight oil. that was the time i was 1st contacted with Redbull. Since then, i found my secret to be energized. LOL

and now, after around 15 minutes of taking REDBULL, i am now widely awake. Going to start my work now. Gambatene to myself p(^.^)q

happy birthday

eventhough you are laying on the bed of hospital, still, gonna send my wishes to you.. hope you can pass through all those suffer, wake up, be healthy and celebrate for more birthdays for the continuous yearsssss...

端午节

那时候,离乡背井的我,竟然连个粽子都没吃到,结果,好心的BB同情我这可怜人,从家里带了个粽子给我。连续两年吃到BB请的粽子,其实还蛮感动的,只差没掉几颗泪而已 >.<

今年,轮到BB离乡背井,去到一个人生地不熟的地方,不懂那里有没有粽子吃,不懂她会不会想念我们一起吃粽子的时候。

还有多四个月才可以见到她,希望在见面之前,她过得很好啦!尽管BB是hero,面对困难的时候,受委屈的时候,没有我们在身边,应该比较难挨吧!还挺担心她的……

怪怪地

今天的心情怪怪的。

我也不懂为什么,就是有那种,说不出的,怪怪的感觉。

如果用颜色来形容,应该是属于灰白色吧。

艺宏叫我不要再想那个人了。可是,我都不是因为那个人而这样啊!我真的没有再想了。
只是,我真的不知道为什么,就是有种沉沉的感觉,在心里,不是因为感情,不是因为友情,不是因为亲情,真的不懂为什么。

说不出的怪。说不出的灰。说不出的沉。

因为烟霾吗?

uncles in hospital

There's lots of things happen recently.

2 uncles admitted to hospital in the same day. Uncle Jing admitted to Gleneagles, because he fell down when he was at work. As how he said, is not so serious, admitted to hospital because doctor need to check whether there's any bone cracked or not.

Uncle Chai, the most serious one. He was sent to hospital by someone else. The story i heard is, he fainted during he went for treatment. He stopped breathing while he was in the ambulance on the way to hospital. The doctor even told us that uncle's situation is at the critical stage.

1 week passed. i am quite worry that i got a call from mom during work telling me the bad news. Can't deny that i got phobia since few years ago when paternal grandpa passed away. I could not stop crying in the office, until boss and whole account personnel stopped meeting and came out to ask me what happened.

Uncle Kong and Aunt Guet came back from Johor & KL yesterday. I can't stand to hear this kind of news because it means something gonna happen soon. I not really sure should consider this as good or bad, seems Uncle Chai is still alive but suffering laying in hospital depending on the machine to breath. I guess everyone is ready to receive the news, but still, the worry and sad is still there.

Do you believe in miracle? I did.
Can miracle show me that my past experience is wrong? Can miracle show me that i should keep believing on it?

Dov’è L’Amore - Where is the love?

a song by my all time fav singers..



Sogni Fuggiti (escaped dreams)
Pensiero rapiti (thoughts kidnapped)
Qui solo con te (here alone with you)
Dov’è L’Amore (where is the love)
Dov’è quell ardore (where is the passion)
Se ne e’ andato via con te (its been away with you)
Per te (for you)
Parlami d’amore (talk to me of love)
Con la mano sul cuore (with my hand on my heart)
Per te (for you)
Mi parlavi col canto (I spoke with the song)
Ora parlo col pianto (now I speak with tears)
 
Ma perche (but why)
Dov’è L’Amore (where is the love)
Ho ancora nel cuore questa nostaligia di te (I have the nostalgia of you in my heart)
Per te (for you)
Mi parlavi d’amore (you spoke to my of love)
Con la mano sul cuore (with your hand on your heart)
Per te (for you)
Mi parlavi col canto  (I spoke with the song)
Ora parlo col pianto (now I speak with tears)
Per te (for you)
Dov’è L’Amore (where is the love) 

Dov’è L’Amore (where is the love) 

生命咖啡馆

那阵子, 当我在犹豫着该怎么走接下来的路的时候,在一个偶然的机会下,看到了这本书,一本原本打算借,最终却忍不住买下的书。

是因为“天时。地利。人和”吧!它,真的改变了我的想法,让我放弃了不该坚持的执著,让我勇敢地踏上那条我从没想过要走的路。

感觉松了,现在的生活也比之前开心多了。噢,不!应该说,现在过的才是生活!之前的根本就是Les Misérables >.<

如果你对生活感到厌倦、迷惘,试试看这本书,希望可以帮助到你。




灰灰的

Jeffrey竟然走了整一年了,我却到今天才知道这个消息。
心,沉沉地,灰灰地,很不舒服 :(