tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7124644019180829742024-03-06T10:27:47.168+08:00凌e世界a note, a dairy, an article, some simple sentences..
all about my life, my thought & sth i would like to share.. i'm allice, the lucky gal ^.^aLLicehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03007790010560111674noreply@blogger.comBlogger359125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-712464401918082974.post-65852222399884825622018-07-07T03:24:00.001+08:002018-07-07T03:24:14.149+08:00礼物<p dir="ltr">给我一份礼物<br>
心 的礼物<br>
初心</p>
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I was so naive to believe that my hubby won't be the same<br>
A man is still a man<br>
Before marriage and after marriage<br>
Will not be same<br>
A man<br>
Can go out anytime<br>
Back anytime<br>
No need any reason<br>
No need to inform<br>
And a woman<br>
Even 11something only<br>
Her hubby already question<br>
So<br>
I should say<br>
No night life anymore if without her man?<br>
Or better say no more life?</p>
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是不是意味着我的失败<br>
越来越显著<br>
心<br>
怎样才能平静下来<br>
以为放开<br>
得到会更多<br>
结果<br>
得到更多的是 痛<br>
傻傻的<br>再次相信承诺<br>
却忘了<br>
承诺<br>
只是是用来安慰傻瓜的话语<br>
以为想要的很简单<br>
发现原来<br>
一点都不简单<br>
不说了<br>
什么都不说了<br>
该说的<br>
不该说的<br>
当个哑巴<br>
也许会好一点<br>
从不要求<br>
却给人加了负担<br>
没有谁欠谁<br>
不需要勉强自己来补偿我<br>
累了<br>
大家都累了<br>
何必</p>
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看到Eric&Anjoe的脸书才发现今天是葡萄酒情人节。最爱那对夫妻了,以前就很恩爱了,现在有了孩子还是一样,会享受生活兼浪漫。<br />
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我的Eric呢?牛一头。是呀,认识的时候就已经知道他和我一样很现实,比较不浪漫。大家都说女人啊,就该找个顾家的男人,我很幸运,也很不幸的,真的找到了个顾家的男人,是很顾家的那种。<br />
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刚开始约会的时候还说会找高级餐厅去庆祝,上下车还会很绅士地帮我开车门,来个深情浪漫的吻什么的。<br />
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婚前,婚后,到孩子出世后,属于我们两个人的时间越来越少,“我们”这个词已经从两个人变成一家人,一个有他我父母家人的家人。<br />
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也许男人就是这样,约会然后结婚,然后闯事业,永远的原因借口就是要努力挣钱给老婆和家人啊。于是,华人的社会就有了这一句话,成家立业,先成家后立业。<br />
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也许女人就是这样,多现实都好,都期待一个小小的浪漫。殊不知,牛,牵到北京还是牛。所以,没了浪漫,少了陪伴,多了失望。<br />
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结婚到有了孩子,那牛,还真是一样的牛,有的改变也只是冲得比较快一点的牛。除了工作,生活仿佛没什么改变。<br />
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女人呢?生理和心理的改变,时间都给了孩子,不容任何怨言。<br />
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以前的梦想被现实狠狠地砸了一脚。曾经的天真,慢慢被磨灭,开始学习不要轻信承诺,开始学习自我调节,女人该当自强呐。<br />
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不怪谁,要怪只能怪那时,当“我们”已经改变的时候,“我”忘了改变。</div>
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Post natal depression? Maybe.<br />
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I cant tune back to who i was, or i spend too much of my concentration to my baby ray until i was said too protective.<br />
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He is my everything now. I love him. I want him to be good. I have no experience taking care or growing up a baby boy, but i try what i feel good for him. I dont care if people say i am monster parent as long as i give my best to my rayray.<br />
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I know we are so lucky that everyone loves ray. Each of us has our own way to love him. I have no rights to control the loves others share to him, cannot control the way of how they share their loves.<br />
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I am so angry with my hubby, and i believe that he does the same on me too. I was once thinking of divorce and bring my baby ray escape from this place. It's unfair to my hubby i know. I still love him but i'm sorry to him. This is only way he no need to be sandwiches which he hate most.<br />
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Tears just drop like rain, anytime it likes. I hate myself. I wanna find a way out. I wanna escape from this crazy moment. I wanna be a better me. How to recover myself from this suffering period????<div class="blogger-post-footer"><!-- nuffnang -->
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第一次是因为那一句我出门十四个小时了。我在想,我嫁进来后是不可以出门的吗?出门多久也要被计时吗?如果不是因为是他的妈妈,如果是我的家人,我相信当时我已经开口吵架然后发脾气直接出门不回来了。可惜现在的我身在人家的家里,我寄人篱下,不可以任性。知道老公不喜欢被夹在我和家人之间,很多东西我现在已经尽量不说了。这次,我也已经尽量的忍了,忍,忍,忍,最后还是在房里哭了。<br />
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这次,我也不知道是因为委屈还是心痛,看到那笔钱就这样流出去了,泪也就这样流出来了。对于要脸的人来说,这笔钱应该是向他们平时爱说的"bo rasa la",可是这钱我花得不值呀!这笔钱说多不多,说少也不少啊,为什么我们辛辛苦苦赚的钱要这样花出去呢?重点是,这钱花多了还不是一次性的解决我的问题,如果问题还出现,我下次要花的比这个应该多一倍以上吧?总觉得这次当上一只超级大水鱼就特别委屈特别难过。给别人劏我顶多只是一只小鱼,现在我简直就是自己送到砧板上给人劏的大水鱼了!!<br />
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也许一开始就是我自己的错,明知道老公什么事都会和家人说,我就不该跟老公说,那么他就不会和他家人讲了。也许一开始就是我自己的错,应该坚要自己拿去做,现在就不会这样了!之前老公说我那个foreman的是salesman talk,我宁愿你给我美美的salesman talk好过什么都不说直接砍一大刀!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><!-- nuffnang -->
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小学那几年,家人给的目标就是考进名校。<br />
不怎么努力,但我还是进了日新国中。<br />
所以,第一个目标实现了。<br />
<br />
中学时期,应该都是混的。<br />
唯一真正设定的目标应该是中二的时候吧!<br />
中一的成绩烂的不堪入目。人家是万绿中的一点红,我却是万红中两个蓝,就数学和华文优等,其它都糜烂了。<br />
中二,我的目标要把满江红改成一片蓝海,结果,真的在成绩单上,从两个蓝变成了大部分都是蓝色了,只有两科红。<br />
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然后,继续混,目标只需要进入本地大学。<br />
我根本不理什么科系,当时只想要混到雪隆一代的大学就好。<br />
而这个目标自然非常容易实现。<br />
<br />
毕业那年,我二十三岁,第一份工的上司当时三十岁。<br />
于是,我设定目标,要在三十岁以前坐上经理的位置。<br />
二十七那年实现了。<br />
<br />
然后,和老公开始约会了。<br />
计划三年后结婚。<br />
三年后,我们三十岁,完成了我们的人生大事。<br />
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<br />
<br />
接下来,我已经不知道目标是什么了。<br />
像幽灵般飘在心的天空中。<br />
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帮老公做会计,却发现我的会计知识有限,也没有信心。<br />
想去拿个会计课程,可是以我的学历,之前的科系根本没有一科可以免除,必须从最基本的每一科考起。<br />
<br />
全身投入基金吗?<br />
现在的状况,回酬连我自己都过不了那关了,怎么可以说服人来投资呢?<br />
总不能按着良心让人把白花花的钱丢进来吧?尽管那是全马第一的基金管理公司。<br />
<br />
当个白领,透明的存在着的白领吧!<br />
不要像之前那样了。只需要每天把该做的做完,不该理的不该做的不理不看不管。<br />
我做到吗?当个低调透明人,可以吗?<br />
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三十一岁,我,在寻找下一个目标。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><!-- nuffnang -->
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可是距离好像很远</p>
<p dir="ltr">感觉得到你的压力<br>
好想帮却无能为力</p>
<p dir="ltr">知道哭解决不问题<br>
但眼泪却像缺了堤</p>
<p dir="ltr">告诉我到底该怎么做<br>
才会让彼此比较好过</p>
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梦如人生</div>
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现实中</div>
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无止尽的 complaint issues</div>
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梦里</div>
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被 complaint issues 淹没</div>
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再回到现实</div>
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又一大堆有的没的</div>
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可怜的菲比</div>
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恶梦成真</div>
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就让它安乐死了</div>
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爱丽丝的</div>
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还活生生</div>
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继续苦若纠缠着</div>
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该死的不死</div>
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不该死的却死了</div>
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是梦吗?</div>
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再这样下去<br />
看看最后谁先死<div class="blogger-post-footer"><!-- nuffnang -->
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一个可以陪你三更半夜不睡觉的人</div>
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一个就算很久没见面,感情还是丝毫不受影响的人</div>
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一个无论在天涯海角,只要想找对方,还是很容易可以联系上的人</div>
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一个 没有秘密只有真心的人</div>
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一个当你不开心时会为你难过,开心时会替你高兴的人</div>
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他是一个医生、一本百科全书、一间银行、一个垃圾桶、一床被子、一杯咖啡、一瓶酒、一本日记...... </div>
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只要你需要,他都可以扮演任何角色</div>
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不会想连累对方,永远只想让对方好</div>
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苦的时候想想对方,心中的苦也慢慢转淡</div>
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甜的时候想相对方,忍不住想把甜传到他那里,跟他分享</div>
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<br /></div>
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朋友</div>
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一个可以比在你身边那个好上百万倍的存在</div>
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一个什么都可以失去却唯独他不可以失去的人</div>
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我爱的和爱我的</div>
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谢谢有你的存在</div>
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相距五千多公里的距离</div>
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没能把我们的心给分开</div>
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我们还在彼此的心里</div>
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where are you when i need you<br />
<br />
you were with me few years back<br />
but since when<br />
we are getting more and more far<br />
until 1 day<br />
you leave me without my notice<br />
<br />
thought i can continue without you<br />
thought i am strong enough to carry all these alone<br />
<br />
whatever i do<br />
in whichever area<br />
i might not be me<br />
but zombie<br />
<br />
standing at the edge of the precipice<br />
thinking how if i walk 1 more step to the front<br />
shall i?<br />
so that the zombie can r.i.p<br />
and so do i<br />
<br />
turn back and walk back?<br />
no, there's no way back to the starting point<br />
turn back<br />
it's just mean to continue staying in the dark<br />
and continue the zombie life<br />
<br />
guy<br />
please come back to me<br />
without you, i can no longer feel my smile on face<br />
please come back to me<br />
and show me the 3rd solution<br />
neither take 1 more step from the cliff<br />
nor walk back without you<br />
please come back to me<br />
i need you so much<br />
where are you, passion.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><!-- nuffnang -->
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line-height: 17px;">我搵緊指示 等指引</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">生命變咗一種價值</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;" /><span style="color: blue;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">生活轉化變咗可怕壓力</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">生存嘅模式 變得無聲無息</span></span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">我照鏡睇吓我問我</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;"><span style="color: lime;">喺呢個世界上有冇存在過</span></span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">我幻想其他人只不過</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">係個幻像只得我一個</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;" /><span style="color: lime;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">分唔清 乜嘢係事實</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">有時夢境 仲似現實</span></span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">一日一日</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;" /><span style="color: red;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">越投入呢個世界越覺得</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">格格不入</span></span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">如果生命係嚟得咁兒嬉</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">喺鏡入面唯一嘅知己</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">我最想知你 望出嚟</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;"><span style="color: blue;">係咪得呢個迷失嘅自己</span></span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;" /><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">就讓他講你有問題</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">讓他警戒你行為</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">因為 你未被複製</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">別讓他使你有懷疑</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">活著應該似個孩兒</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">因為 你未被複製</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;" /><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">呢個世界好似個工廠</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">與別不同都只係空講</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">一模一樣嘅家長 師長</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">生產一樣嘅思想</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">學校唔教你點做偉人</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">淨係教你 到底點做</span><span style="background-color: yellow; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">蟻民</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">細路仔 老師都係同一個身份</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">成為制度底下嘅犧牲品</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">短暫嘅潮流係追逐前衛</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">永恆嘅潮流係追逐錢幣</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">唔隨波逐流就等於厭世</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">喺呢個大前提</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">咁多年嚟</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">人類變成一種工具</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;"><span style="color: lime;">生活變成工序</span></span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">你連字都未識寫</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">已經被逼 服務一班既得利益者</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">令到我哋每個月 嘅帳單 搏命俾</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">每人每一日 都好似copy n paste</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">每一日 都好似copy n paste</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">copy n paste</span><br /><br />
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和之前想的生活完全不一样</div>
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看不见的前方</div>
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是否该停下车子去感受这一片迷蒙</div>
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在路上兜了太久</div>
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忘了原本的目的地</div>
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也只能继续往前走了</div>
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车子的油针走到E之前</div>
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也许哪天</div>
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到了一个从没想过的地方</div>
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就算不是原来的目的地</div>
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尽管多么不愿意</div>
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The good news spread into my eyes and i was so so so happy!! </div>
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It's difficult for me to simply express via words, what i can say is, i am still hyper!!</div>
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Couldn't imagine what will happen, but i am so excited, cant wait for it!!</div>
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I have a plan~ a secret plan, for myself, and my besties, to celebrate the return of my bestie, and the birthday of ME!! hahaha....</div>
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09112014 i got my 2015 birthday gift!! it's not a solid item that i can touch or hold, it's not something i can buy with money, it's priceless gift!! a gift from god? or i should say from my bestie? a good news i was waiting for all these days.. and finally.. the good news turned to be a better news, for my birthday!!</div>
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i love YUL, my pretty sweetie bestie~~~</div>
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一个适合用在我身上的形容词,尽管我本身不这么认为。</div>
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他们说,就因为我这个‘哪一服’的思想和性格,让我一次又一次地被欺骗与伤害。</div>
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对亲戚,不可以那么‘哪一服’,</div>
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他们对你并不是你想的那么好,他们只是在利用你;</div>
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对朋友,不可以那么‘哪一服’,</div>
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你对人家两肋插刀,人家反而拿利刀往你背后插了;</div>
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对同事,不可以那么‘哪一服’,</div>
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你以为团队就是要互相帮忙,他们就让你帮帮忙,垫垫底,好让他们踩上更高的地方;</div>
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对客户,不可以那么‘哪一服’,</div>
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他们只是要利用你的友善,获取更多的利益;</div>
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对老板,不可以那么‘哪一服’,</div>
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老板只能给你一个位置,不能给一个未来,舞台再大,人走茶凉。</div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">姐妹说我‘哪一服’,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">男友说我‘哪一服’,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">前同事说我‘哪一服’,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">上司说我‘哪一服’,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">老板也说我‘哪一服’,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">我真的就那么‘哪一服’吗?</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">‘哪一服’不好吗?</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">为什么要把事情想得那么复杂?</span></div>
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怀疑,似乌云,覆盖了满脑子的思想。<br />
不安,似黑夜,笼罩了那颗脆弱的心。<br />
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It has been almost 1 year I did not update my blog here.</div>
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Should I say I was in heaven in the past year? Or I should say I was in hell? In heaven, because I feel peace and satisfy with whatever I had. I did not demand for more in my life which I not supposed to be. In hell, because I was demotivated. I became a normal OL like others beside me.</div>
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And my life changed end of last year. I decided to take up the challenge from my 'beloved' boss. I switch my job from secretary to project development, a brand new sales division we are going to start up. It was totally different from what I did before. </div>
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There's no previous case or record as references, no assistance, no clearer way I could see. I've to do everything by myself, solve everything by myself. The only advisor I could seek is my boss which is the last option I not prefer to go for. </div>
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I cant meet target for the past 2 months. I am so stress till I can't sleep well at night. I cried before. But I know, cry does not solve problems. I have to wash my face, and continue fighting.</div>
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even though there's lots of negative blows into my ears, I choose to close my ears. I am so hunger that I want this division to success. I'm aiming so high that we could be leader in the industry. yes, it might be too early to say so, but I believe that we can. </div>
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With the passion I have, as well as with the 'hunger', I believe good luck will be my side. Give me another 2 years, you will see the result. </div>
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I was not sales oriented kind of people, I never thought that I will involve myself doing sales, deeply appreciate my boss giving me a chance to try this, and I promise, I will do my best to achieve what we want. </div>
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2014, a brand new year with challenge, a good year with lots of luck~</div>
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I'm the lucky gal, aLLice ^.~</div>
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咒?<br />
还是心?</div>
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改变的是 关系?<br />
还是 心态?</div>
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尝试<br />
努力</div>
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结果得到的是<br />
失望<br />
伤害</div>
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还以为可以改善<br />
傻傻的梦想回到从前</div>
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原来<br />
是时候 醒了</div>
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那时,心情不好,想出去喘口气的时候,
只要下去可以找Gino陪我抽烟,
不然,走到后面的7-11就可以买到,
可是,现在,当我呼吸不到的时候,要找根烟都很难,啊!!
回来到现在,多久没抽烟了,
多久,不需要像之前那样,
在忙碌迫撤的时候依赖那吞云吐雾间短暂的松弛。
如果你问我,抽烟真的可以减压吗?
我会老实地告诉你,不会。
那为什么还要抽烟?
很难去解释那原因,更难去形容那感觉,
也许,就像溺水的人般,
也许,就像得了高山症,
也许,就是那么需要大口大口的呼吸,
需要一个喘息的小空间,小时段。
今天,EQ试卷成绩糟得一塌糊涂。
很想就那么,让它“肥佬”下去。
累。
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相信吗?</p>
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一个陌生人不容易让你落泪,因为,你对他没有感情。<br />
而往往对着我们身边的人,尤其是我们的家人,感情越深,越容易掉泪。<br />
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所以,当我掉泪,只因为你的一句话,甚至你不需开口,凭我的感觉,觉得你不开心,难过,委屈的时候,所掉的那泪,心疼你的泪,证明了,我对你的感情的深浅。<br />
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也许,对你的感情,已经深到我自己都想像不到的程度了吧!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><!-- nuffnang -->
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