一个故事

有一个故事是这样的……

一个人，拿着一个十公斤重的包袱，很吃力地在走着。
途中，她遇到了一个人，那个人愿意帮她分担五公斤。

结局一
她认为那个人没有义务要帮她扛那一半的重量，所以，她继续努力地向目标前进。
不久后，她的努力得到了回报，到达目的地，然后，用那十公斤的包袱，换来了一生的成就。

结局二
那个人帮她扛了一半的重量，陪她走向目的地，以包袱换来一生的快乐。

结局三
那个人说服不了她让他帮她分担一部分的重量，可是，愿意陪在她身边，为她打气。

结局四
那个人帮她扛了一半的重量，朝向目标前进，可是，走了一百公里后，他感到累了，然后，在两百公里的地方，抛下那一半的包袱，离开她了。

结局五
她带着病，很努力地在死之前把包袱带到目的地，可惜最后她还是到不了目的地，因为她已经……

结局六
她遇到巨人，帮她一把，扛着她和她的包袱，只跨一步就到达她的目的地，她不必走得那么吃力，包袱也很轻松地换成无忧无虑。

结局七
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结局八
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兩隻麻袋

[这是有关两个破麻袋的故事。昨晚看了，也流泪了；今天，第二次看，泪还是忍不住流了下来。这感人的故事所带来的意义在哪里呢？用心去看吧！]

他是個搶劫犯，入獄一年了，從來沒人看過他。
眼看別的犯人隔三隔五日就有人來探監，送來各種好吃的...他眼一饞，就給父母寫信，讓他們來，也不是為好吃的，就是直想著父母。

在無數封信石沉大海後，他明白了，父母拋棄了他。

傷心和絕望之餘，他又寫了一封信，說如果父母如果再不來，他們將永遠失去他這個兒子。這不是說氣話，幾個重刑犯拉他一起越獄不是一兩天的事，他只是一直下不了決心，現在反正是爹不親娘不愛、赤條條無牽掛了，還有什麼好擔心的？



這天天氣特別冷。他正和幾個'麻吉'密謀越獄，忽然間，有人喊道： '有人來看你！ '會是誰呢？

進探監室一看，他呆了，是媽媽是媽媽！


一年不見，媽媽變得都認不出來了。才五十多的人...頭髮全白了，腰彎得像蝦子捲，人瘦得不成形，衣裳破破爛爛，一雙腳竟然光著，滿是污垢和乾血跡，身旁還放著兩隻破麻布口袋。

娘兒兩對著看著，沒等他開口，媽媽渾濁的眼淚就流出來了，她邊抹眼淚，年邁母親邊說著：小剛，信我收到了，別怪爸媽狠心，實在是抽不開身啊，你爸……又病了，我要服侍他，再說路又遠……

這時，監獄輔導員端來一大碗熱氣騰騰的雞蛋麵進來了，熱情的說：大娘，吃口麵再談，劉媽媽急忙站起身，手在身上使勁的擦著：使不得、使不得。

監獄輔導員把碗還是塞到老人的手中，笑著說：我娘也就您這個歲數了，娘吃兒子一碗麵不應該嗎？劉媽媽不再說話，低下頭'呼啦呼啦'吃起來，吃得是那個快又香啊，好像多少天沒吃飯了。

等劉媽媽吃完了，小剛,看著母親那雙又紅又腫、又裂了許多乾血口的腳，忍不住問：媽，你的腳怎麼了？鞋呢？

還沒等媽媽回答，監獄輔導員冷冷地接過話回應：你媽是步行來的，鞋早磨破了。步行？從家到這兒有三四百里路，而且很長一段是山路！

小剛他慢慢蹲下身，輕輕撫著那雙不成形的腳：'媽，你怎麼不坐車啊？怎麼不買雙鞋啊？ '

媽媽縮起腳，裝著不在意的說：'坐什麼車啊，走路挺好的，唉，今年鬧豬瘟，家裡的幾頭豬全死了，天又乾干，莊稼收成不好，還有你爸…… 看病……花了好多錢……你爸身子好的話，我們早來看你了，你別怪爸媽。

監獄輔導員擦了擦眼淚，悄悄退了出去。小剛低著頭問：爸的身子好些了嗎？' 小剛等了许久不見回答，頭一抬，媽媽正在擦眼淚，嘴裡卻說：'沙子迷眼了，你問你爸呀 ？他快好了……他讓我告訴你，別牽掛他，好好改造。

探監時間結束了。監獄輔導員進來，手裡抓著一大把錢票，說：'大娘，這是我們幾個監獄輔導人員的一點心意，您可不能光著腳走回去了，不然，小剛他可是心疼死啊！

劉媽媽雙手直搖，說：'這哪成啊，娃兒在你這裡，已夠你操心的了，我再要你錢，不是折我的壽嗎？'

監獄輔導員聲音顫抖著說：'做兒子的，不能讓你享福，反而讓老人擔驚受怕，讓您光腳走幾百里路來這兒，如果再光腳走回去，這個兒子還算個人嗎？'

小剛聞聽到已撐不住了，聲音嘶啞地喊道：'媽！'就再也發不出聲了，此時窗外也是泣聲一片，那是監獄輔導員喊來旁觀的人犯們發出的。

這時，有個獄警進了屋，故做輕鬆地說：'別哭了，媽媽來看兒子是喜事啊，應該笑才對，讓我看看大娘帶了什麼好吃的，他邊說邊拎起劉媽媽身旁ㄉ麻袋就倒出來，劉媽媽來不及阻擋，口袋裡的東西全倒了出來。

頓時，所有的人都錯愣了。

第一隻口袋倒出的，全是饅頭、麵餅什麼的，四分五裂，硬如石頭，而且個個不同。

不用說，這是劉媽媽一路乞討來的。劉媽媽窮極了，雙手揪著衣角，喃喃的說：'娃兒呀~別怪媽媽施討的，家裡實在拿不出什麼東西……'

小剛似乎沒聽見似的，直勾勾地盯住第二隻麻袋裡倒出的東西，那是-一個骨灰盒！

他呆呆的問：'媽，這是什麼？'劉媽媽神色慌張起來，伸手要抱那個骨灰盒：'沒……沒什麼 ……' 他發瘋般搶了過來，渾身顫抖：'媽，這是什麼？！'


他媽無力地坐了下去，花白的頭髮劇烈的抖動著。好半天，她才吃力地說：'那是……你爸！為了攢錢來看你，他沒曰沒夜地打工，身子給累垮了。臨死前，他說他生前沒來看你，心裡難受，死後一定要我帶他來，看你最後一眼……'

他發出撕心裂肺的一聲吼叫：'爸，我一定會改好……接著'撲通'一聲跪了下去，一個使勁兒地用頭撞地。

撲通、撲通，只見探監室外黑亞亞跪倒一片，痛哭聲響徹天空……

---父母恩重如山---

22062009

22 June 2009
2.48pm

coming to end of month, i suppose busy rushing many things in the office. however, i'm now blogging at home. why?

7:04am
early in the morning after i wake up, in the bathroom, don't know what happened, suddenly, i could see everything with shadow, very blur, and then i started to feel thirsty, could not say anything, could not hear anything, and everything i saw became black, yup, at last, i could not see anything..

sat in the bathroom for awhile but still the same, feel very 'kang kor', so i decided to go back to my bedroom. once i opened the door, i straight away fell on the bed, and faint.

7:50am
my leehome called again, told me that i still have 10 minutes, then i should go out after that. i could hardly reach my handphone, press either one of the button, snoozed it. both of my eyes still could not open.

i tried very hard to open up my eyes, press my manager's number, wanted to tell her that i could not go to work today. i kept coughing while talking because i could hardly voice out what i wanted to say. i spent lots of energy to make the voice coming out from my troat. i not really heard what she said, because my ears still in 'half' deaf condition. finally, my energy finished. faint.

i have no fever, no flu, but why this happened? i wonder.
hungry? no.
tired? no.
so why?

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...

now is 2.30am.

sister woke me up just now and told me a bad news..

later go back office to settle the pending stuffs and will back home maybe on wednesday or thursday..



por por is sleeping in peace forever.. may she happily be in heaven...

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29052009

everything changed good today..

YK called me after i sms him.. normally we just sms each other.. but last night, he straight away called me after received my sms.. he's really worry about me i think..
along the way i walked back home, he accompanied my via phone.. when i said my mood not good, asked him to tell me a joke, he really did it. then, when talked about my problems, normally i will ask people use a knife to kill me then settle all the things, sure i'm just joking lah, how dare i do so wor, somemore i still have many things not yet do, not yet try, not yet eat, lol!! but he scolded me :( and then, he just give me a solution, wanted to help me to solve 1 of the problem that he could help.. i'm very touch about that actually..
YK, you're damn good you know? hope you can forget the girl and meet your angel very soon ;)

then, when i was at home, KY called.. maybe i didn't reply his sms i guess.. he said that he just reached home that time.. then he asked about the problems, consoled me, and then talked nonsense for hours.. he brought me out from the bad mood that time.. although his willingness to help could not really help, but, i also appreciate it..
however, because of some questions and some reasons, i heard a sound of glass broken from my heart.. maybe.. i am trying to escape from something..
KY, you did helped me before, and now, i know that you are willing to help if i ask again, nothing else i can say except thanks..

yul didn't answer my call when i called her. she forgot to bring her handphone out that night. when she saw the missed call after home, she tried to call me but faied. i guess i was talking with KY that time. so, she sms me.. hmm.. nothing, just wanna feel your love to me, yul, LOL!!! (people might thinking i am a lesbian now, hahaha.. maybe spoiled Yul's image as well, sorry.. wakaka...)

today, wake up early in the morning, blogged, and then masked.. i never do these 2 things in the morning of working days.. but today, i managed to wake up ealier, so i had extra time to do it ^.~

don't know why, someone treated me very good today.. his willingness to help me to send the cards to post office (although at last he did not help.. although at last is bibi & vickie helped..) really made me shock.. and then, he also helped me to past the things to ampang.. so kind today.. not sure it's because his mood very good, or because i didn't do anything when he threw his bad mood on me? no matter how, he really good today, so i think today if i buy TOTO, i will kena one, hehe ^^

and in my alicia msn which none of my colleagues got it, i mentioned that this year dumpling festival i have no rice dumpling to eat.. i don't think that they saw it.. but.. bibi took dumplings for me & vickie to eat.. she is really a sweet girl.. so kind.. so cute.. and very lovely..

and.. don't know how to describe.. today is really a good day for me.. hope all the good will stay with me now onward.. i really need it..

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double fifth

yesterday was double fifth in chinese calendar, means Duanwu Festival.

i didn't eat any dumpling except 2 weeks ago, the rice dumpling made by Wendy's mum. if Wendy didn't treat me the dumpling, this year i totally no dumpling to eat. Thanks Miss Wendy Ong ^^

Joyce msn me and asked me if i have enough money to use. what's a shame?! i 'officially' start working from Aug last year, but i still not enough money.. flash back the time when i study.. i could earn more than 2K/month during holidays.. and now, i started to work full time but the money is even lesser..

At work, someone threw his bad mood on me but i wasn't really effect me, because nothing could be worse than the situation now.. the things he did, the words he said, is just nothing for me now..

received a bad news from Sharon. someone passed away, our relative, but mum them can't go there because of the situation now.. mum should be very sad now..

Sharon said that what we hope now is the miracle. The miracle that after granny go home, she feel comfortable & then recover..

Called MY & YY but both of them didn't answer my calls.

Sms YK with few words -- are you free? and he called me.. talked to me, scolded me, helped me,... as a friend that didn't not meet up often, he really made me so touch..

then, when i was at home, KY called & spent hours with me.. moved my concerntrate to other places.. 'fei' with me.. and.... really appreciate..

read YY's bloggies with the theme appriciation which almost same with mine past few blog.. and i really have to appreciate those beside me.. no matter what happen, you guys are always there willing to give me support.. how lucky i am!!

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angels & demons

if there's an angel, please help me to do something..
please help me to go home, be at mum's side..
accompany her, give her support..

if there's a demon, i have something for you to play..
you might be at mum's side and there's a game for you..
kick/slap or beat/bite someone who bully mum..

i was an angel.. someone said so..
and i turned to be a devil.. because..
angel will get bullied by someone..
and devil can do anything to reach his/her target..

i don't care to turn to be an evil/devil/ demon or whatever..
i just hope that i can reach my target.. to protect my angel maybe..

however.. no matter i am a kind lovely angel, or a cruel bloody devil, i can't do whatever i want..
i can't go home at this very moment.. what i can do is just pray..
damn!! useless me..

so.. if there's an angel, please help me.. and..
if there's a demon, please do me a favor..

thanks..

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dilemma

don't know how to make the decision..

if there is really a time for me to make a decision, what should i choose?

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mother's day is coming

i'm going back home this friday after work, yippie..

mother's day on sunday, but i have to back kl on sunday.. so.. maybe i can only celebrate with mum on saturday night.. where to treat them eat? erm.. don't know yet.. any suggestion?

oh ya! heard that mum want to eat sugee cake.. does anyone know where got sell this sugee cake in bm/penang? i tried to search online, but not really get the result.. sorry that i don't even know how this sugee cake taste like, so i can't bake it myself also :( if anyone know, please do tell me so that i can order earlier.. thanks..

going back home in few days later.. guys. if wanna date me, please make appointment earlier ya.. hahaha...




cheers,
lucky princess -> aLLice ^^

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appreciation

this is the theme of my company 7th anniversary dinner..
it's really a good theme that remind me on something very important..

there are something very bad happened on me past few weeks..
my sister's car knocked by a motor, someone stole her purse in a home party, money gone, my plan failed, met some problems on work, had been fooled by someone...

and, i found that my friends are here with me, especially my ji mui ❤ yul ❤, yew and badguy..

yul came to find me that time when i faced a big problem. i was almost going to cry that time.. she came with green river, and accompany me at the swimming pool there..
yul, you know what? i really can't breath that evening.. if you didn't come, i think i might just tear alone beside the swimming pool.. sometimes, i really feel that, i'm very useless.. i'm the kind of strawberry girl.. i really appreciate how you treat me as a ji mui.. your concern, your care, your ❤, everything.. i know that you have your own problem also, but your willingness to help & support me is really touched my heart deeply & left a scar on my heart.. i won't forget how good you treat me..
thanks yul, i love you so much ^^

badguy, is not really a badguy.. he is someone who is willing to help me when i need help.. without asking so much, he just helped me in a moment once i called him.. yea, he didn't ask for the reason & rewards, he is such a good guy but not a badguy as his nick..
badguy, i really appreciate what you did, thank you so much for everything you do..

and.. i don't know how to say about yew.. nothing much can say.. i really appreciate what this guy do.. thanks guy!

mm.. still got ying yin.. she went japan & bought me little souvenirs.. like those cute little souvenir.. and not only like this lah.. she is really a very nice friend.. still remember the time i still very blur in university, she did help a lot.. treat me so good..

there is someone always worry me when i take bus home at night.. she feels that is not safe when i need to walk home so late in the dark and unsafe 10 minutes plus plus distance.. she always wait me at mid valley to send me home if possible.. and.. she always bring me here and there.. eat lots of delicious food (without paying sometimes, hehe..).. her friends all think that we are lesbian.. haha.. we are too close until others misunderstand.. ;) there's no other people else except jessy..

nicole, the one who had a big arguement with me many years ago, and we didn't talk with each other for a quite long time, then even we talk also not so much, not really keep in touch for few years.. and now.. we do give each and other very big support in the very moment.. our care & concern to each other, our support & help.. everything.. worth to not to let this kind of friend go..

actually i'm so so so lucky to have friends & buddies like you guys, yul, may ying, nathalie, badguy, lip chin, danny, zhen xiang, jessy, nicole,......

next,
my dearest manager, who is too kind and made me feel like i'm a devil :p
she treat everyone of us very nice, care of us, support us.. when i did mistakes, she is always there to help me to 'ku bou'.. and she made my tears want to fall when she said '' don't worry, i will meh the wok '' oh my god! i've never meet someone like her.. every mistake i did, she help me to solve, even the things not yet happened, she already notice what i worry, and console me.. and she really help me to meh the wok.. feel guilty & useless.. why i got this kind of manager in this company? made me feel that i'm just a little kids & she is here to protect me always..
adrienne, sorry that i always bring you trouble.. i feel very thankful to have you as my 'head'.. thank you very much ❤

bibi, she is my 'neighbour' in office.. she is very naive sometime.. she can help us in many things.. '' mm sai gen, bibi hai dai teng " this is how she show her willingness to help me and she really helped me a lot.. i like her so much.. like to have this cute girl in the office, like to hangout with her, sing k,...

howard is the one made me feel guilty.. obviously, i had mistake also, but he still mentioned that not my fault, maybe to console me, wanna made me not to feel guilty.. and this made me more guilty.. when i said sorry, you know what he replied? 'gila' haha.. damn kind lah this guy..

my boss.. give us many chances to learn.. still remember that time he asked me to do something which i never do before, i was quite worry that i would do wrong.. and he said.. nevermind, you try first, if wrong only amend.. just waste a small amount of money and you can learn, worth.. and what he told me when i appoloziged for my failure to do something past few day --> learn as you grow.. have fun during this stage..

mr caesar ee, a poor guy.. always disturb him, ask him to amend this amend that, until he scare me, haha.. last week, i faced a big problem, he said that he would help me to 'gao dim' and he really helped me to solve the problem.. thanks caesar :)

still remember in july 2008, that most of my friends advised me to not to work here because of the contract and low salary.. i was dilemma in making decision.. i scared i can't stand for 1 year.. i worried that i can't handle the job.. but i feel that i would like the job.. and sister said that i might go to try.. so.. i decide to sign the contract and start my first (and ever) job :) i'm damn lucky to work here..

i love 'god' so much.. he treat me very very good.. he send lots of nice friends beside me.. give me a chance to work in such good company.. and definately, i love him so so so so much becauce he let me born in this family..

my mum.. an angel.. a pity angel maybe.. always bullied by SOMEONEsss.. she sacrify many things for this family.. thanks is not even enough to show how i appreciate..

and my 3 pretty sisters.. i love them so much.. although we have querrel sometimes.. but we care each and other so much.. the support & help we give or given to us is uncountable.. no matter in what mathode.. our reunion to fight 'devil' to help 'angel'... everything.. a family..

god is really kind to me.. too kind.. he gives me light when i am in dark.. he shows me the way to chase the rainbow when he knows where my dream is..

i feel like i'm a little princess and i'm now on my way to chase the rainbow in my life..



cheers,
aLLice, the lucky princess ^.~

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