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最特别的存在

朋友,究竟是一个怎样的存在

一个可以陪你三更半夜不睡觉的人
一个就算很久没见面,感情还是丝毫不受影响的人
一个无论在天涯海角,只要想找对方,还是很容易可以联系上的人
一个 没有秘密只有真心的人
一个当你不开心时会为你难过,开心时会替你高兴的人

他是一个医生、一本百科全书、一间银行、一个垃圾桶、一床被子、一杯咖啡、一瓶酒、一本日记...... 
只要你需要,他都可以扮演任何角色
不会想连累对方,永远只想让对方好
苦的时候想想对方,心中的苦也慢慢转淡
甜的时候想相对方,忍不住想把甜传到他那里,跟他分享

朋友
一个可以比在你身边那个好上百万倍的存在
一个什么都可以失去却唯独他不可以失去的人

我爱的和爱我的
谢谢有你的存在
相距五千多公里的距离
没能把我们的心给分开
我们还在彼此的心里

come back please

guy
where are you when i need you

you were with me few years back
but since when
we are getting more and more far
until 1 day
you leave me without my notice

thought i can continue without you
thought i am strong enough to carry all these alone

whatever i do
in whichever area
i might not be me
but zombie

standing at the edge of the precipice
thinking how if i walk 1 more step to the front
shall i?
so that the zombie can r.i.p
and so do i

turn back and walk back?
no, there's no way back to the starting point
turn back
it's just mean to continue staying in the dark
and continue the zombie life

guy
please come back to me
without you, i can no longer feel my smile on face
please come back to me
and show me the 3rd solution
neither take 1 more step from the cliff
nor walk back without you
please come back to me
i need you so much
where are you, passion.....

蟻民



從來冇人明白我
我都冇辦法明白人
我喺度唸緊呢個人生
點解會咁熟識同時咁陌生
我搵緊指示 等指引
生命變咗一種價值
生活轉化變咗可怕壓力
生存嘅模式 變得無聲無息

我照鏡睇吓我問我
喺呢個世界上有冇存在過
我幻想其他人只不過
係個幻像只得我一個
分唔清 乜嘢係事實
有時夢境 仲似現實

一日一日
越投入呢個世界越覺得
格格不入

如果生命係嚟得咁兒嬉
喺鏡入面唯一嘅知己
我最想知你 望出嚟
係咪得呢個迷失嘅自己

就讓他講你有問題
讓他警戒你行為
因為 你未被複製
別讓他使你有懷疑
活著應該似個孩兒
因為 你未被複製

呢個世界好似個工廠
與別不同都只係空講
一模一樣嘅家長 師長
生產一樣嘅思想
學校唔教你點做偉人
淨係教你 到底點做蟻民
細路仔 老師都係同一個身份
成為制度底下嘅犧牲品
短暫嘅潮流係追逐前衛
永恆嘅潮流係追逐錢幣
唔隨波逐流就等於厭世
喺呢個大前提
咁多年嚟
人類變成一種工具
生活變成工序
你連字都未識寫
已經被逼 服務一班既得利益者
令到我哋每個月 嘅帳單 搏命俾
每人每一日 都好似copy n paste
每一日 都好似copy n paste
copy n paste



回来就快3年了
和之前想的生活完全不一样
看不见的前方
是否该停下车子去感受这一片迷蒙
探索它究竟是雾
抑或是霾

在路上兜了太久
忘了原本的目的地
没有了方向
也只能继续往前走了

车子的油针走到E之前
不顾一切地继续往前
也不理当油耗尽的时候在哪里
冒着被抛在无人山里的可能性

也许哪天
到了一个从没想过的地方
就算不是原来的目的地
但还是该找个地方停下了吧
尽管多么不愿意

1st birthday gift for 2015

Yes!! i got my best birthday gift for my 30's birthday!!

The good news spread into my eyes and i was so so so happy!! 
It's difficult for me to simply express via words, what i can say is, i am still hyper!!

Couldn't imagine what will happen, but i am so excited, cant wait for it!!

I have a plan~ a secret plan, for myself, and my besties, to celebrate the return of my bestie, and the birthday of ME!! hahaha....

09112014 i got my 2015 birthday gift!! it's not a solid item that i can touch or hold, it's not something i can buy with money, it's priceless gift!! a gift from god? or i should say from my bestie? a good news i was waiting for all these days.. and finally.. the good news turned to be a better news, for my birthday!!

i love YUL, my pretty sweetie bestie~~~

哪一服

一个适合用在我身上的形容词,尽管我本身不这么认为。
他们说,就因为我这个‘哪一服’的思想和性格,让我一次又一次地被欺骗与伤害。

对亲戚,不可以那么‘哪一服’,
他们对你并不是你想的那么好,他们只是在利用你;
对朋友,不可以那么‘哪一服’,
你对人家两肋插刀,人家反而拿利刀往你背后插了;
对同事,不可以那么‘哪一服’,
你以为团队就是要互相帮忙,他们就让你帮帮忙,垫垫底,好让他们踩上更高的地方;
对客户,不可以那么‘哪一服’,
他们只是要利用你的友善,获取更多的利益;
对老板,不可以那么‘哪一服’,
老板只能给你一个位置,不能给一个未来,舞台再大,人走茶凉。

姐妹说我‘哪一服’,
男友说我‘哪一服’,
前同事说我‘哪一服’,
上司说我‘哪一服’,
老板也说我‘哪一服’,
我真的就那么‘哪一服’吗?
‘哪一服’不好吗?
为什么要把事情想得那么复杂?
简简单单地不好吗?



哈德里

原有的坚持,逐渐变得不再坚持。
怀疑,似乌云,覆盖了满脑子的思想。
不安,似黑夜,笼罩了那颗脆弱的心。

犹如 盘旋在高压得火山口,
等待着 随时爆发的 可能。

a year of challenge

It has been almost 1 year I did not update my blog here.
Should I say I was in heaven in the past year? Or I should say I was in hell? In heaven, because I feel peace and satisfy with whatever I had. I did not demand for more in my life which I not supposed to be. In hell, because I was demotivated. I became a normal OL like others beside me.
And my life changed end of last year. I decided to take up the challenge from my 'beloved' boss. I switch my job from secretary to project development, a brand new sales division we are going to start up. It was totally different from what I did before.
There's no previous case or record as references, no assistance, no clearer way I could see. I've to do everything by myself, solve everything by myself. The only advisor I could seek is my boss which is the last option I not prefer to go for.
I cant meet target for the past 2 months. I am so stress till I can't sleep well at night. I cried before. But I know,     cry does not solve problems. I have to wash my face, and continue fighting.
even though there's lots of negative blows into my ears, I choose to close my ears. I am so hunger that I want this division to success. I'm aiming so high that we could be leader in the industry.  yes, it might be too early to say so, but I believe that we can.
With the passion I have, as well as with the 'hunger', I believe good luck will be my side. Give me another 2 years, you will see the result.
I was not sales oriented kind of people, I never thought that I will involve myself doing sales,  deeply appreciate my boss giving me a chance to try this, and I promise, I will do my best to achieve what we want.
2014, a brand new year with challenge, a good year with lots of luck~
I'm the lucky gal, aLLice ^.~

天真

咒?
还是心?
改变的是   关系?
还是   心态?
尝试
努力
结果得到的是
失望
伤害
还以为可以改善
傻傻的梦想回到从前
原来
是时候 醒了

想念 在 云朵间

突然想念起在CSB的时候... 那时,心情不好,想出去喘口气的时候, 只要下去可以找Gino陪我抽烟, 不然,走到后面的7-11就可以买到, 可是,现在,当我呼吸不到的时候,要找根烟都很难,啊!! 回来到现在,多久没抽烟了, 多久,不需要像之前那样, 在忙碌迫撤的时候依赖那吞云吐雾间短暂的松弛。 如果你问我,抽烟真的可以减压吗? 我会老实地告诉你,不会。 那为什么还要抽烟? 很难去解释那原因,更难去形容那感觉, 也许,就像溺水的人般, 也许,就像得了高山症, 也许,就是那么需要大口大口的呼吸, 需要一个喘息的小空间,小时段。 今天,EQ试卷成绩糟得一塌糊涂。 很想就那么,让它“肥佬”下去。 累。