我不難過

read a post on FB shared by my darling's friend..

难过了，不要告诉别人
难过了，静静的蹲下来抱着自己，让眼泪尽情的洒落
难过了，拿着镜子看看此刻的自己，让真实浮现眼前
难过了，默默的将自己隐藏起来，让空虚掩盖一切
难过了，闭眼倾听周围的声音，让自己沉浸在喧嚣中
难过了，不必告诉别人，自己的悲伤为何要别人也承担呢
难过了，可以假装快乐，和别人一起兴奋时就能遗忘了自己

难过了，仍然安慰别的伤心者，你会发现自己也在受益，当局者迷而已
有谁不曾难过
有谁还会记得
过去的不再从来
又何必去苦想
忘掉…
用微笑渲泄悲伤

and it made me recall of a song by stephanie sun yanzi

我不難過　這不算什麼　只是為什麼眼淚會流我也不懂

i always tell them don't worry, no need to care, no need to mind..
but, i mind! i really mind! f*cking mind!!


i not sure if i can perfectly cover it with my smile everytime when talking about the case..
not sure if yo, nt, hl, eg, mw, jy & whoever know about the case, found my real feeling when we talked about it.. what i wanna say is.. do not expose my mask, please..

我不難過 i am not sad..

allice tan