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刺猬的擁抱

原本是在Youtube搜温岚的[刺猬],可是当我以[刺猬]二字搜索的时候,意外地发现了这首歌,一首让我想起我那个[刺猬哲学],一个曾是秘密的角落,一段过去,一个[曾经]……





《刺猬的擁抱》
作曲:陳昱廷
填詞:施人誠

快樂都倒塌了 甜蜜都毀壞了
我們的愛還剩多少活著
力氣都用完了 爭執該打烊了
眼睛有點渴 心裡空空的

我懂你在意的 你知道我要的
那究竟我們在吵什麼呢
發生什麼事了 怎麼會愛成這樣呢
是不是我們都瘋了 把情人當成敵人了

誰知道刺猬都怎樣擁抱
才不會痛到放掉
我的自尊和你的驕傲
能不能和好

我們應該要怎樣擁抱
才不會痛到想逃
愛情是美好的事 能不能再試一次
把傷人的刺都收好 換溫柔的笑

我懂你在意的 你知道我要的
那究竟我們在吵什麼呢
發生什麼事了 怎麼會愛成這樣呢
是不是我們都瘋了 把情人當成敵人了

誰知道刺猬都怎樣擁抱
才不會痛到放掉
我的自尊和你的驕傲
能不能和好

我們應該要怎樣擁抱
才不會痛到想逃
愛情是美好的事 能不能再試一次
把傷人的刺都收好 換溫柔的笑

每一次爭吵 幸福就裂開碎掉一角
難道分手是 我們這段感情的目標

我們應該要怎樣擁抱
才不會痛到想逃
愛情是美好的事 能不能再試一次
把傷人的刺都收好 換溫柔的笑
把傷人的刺都拔掉 再溫柔的擁抱

tow-car-auntie

There's a debate between DAP & MCA today at Berjaya Times Square, titled [Malaysian Chinese at the Political Crossroads].

i missed the debate as i was at sunway carnival with buddies. however, as a malaysian chinese, as a penangnite, i switch on my lappie (which i did not on for few days) immediately to follow the news.

first video i watched is a video called [Jessie Ooi 的发问片断]. it's really funny until i can't stop laughing!! oh my god! i know that i'm betrayal. i found that she is more powerful than leehom. i used to listen to leehom's songs when my mood is bad. and now, i feel that i should watch this video clip whenver my mood is bad, because it can make me laugh easily.

jessie ooi, now called as 拖车女 is 'Lady of the Day' today. Jeremy Lin took a few days to be famous among different levels, but this tow-car-aunty just need a few hours to be famous! the name spread faster than virus around on FB, in forum, and etc.

Lessons i learnt from this 半个槟城人 today as below..


三思而后行
Think before you act.
Even though you are stupid, you should not do/act/ask questions stupidly. please do only ask related/relevant questions especially in front of public, else you will just like a fool, like one of the comments in your page, 'It seems to me nothing is right in your left brain and nothing is left in your right brain.'

一失足成千古恨
It's too late to regret if you take a wrong step.
Once you speak/act stupidity in the rebate, your 'reputation' raise. as you did not respect the fair of the rebate, you must be prepared to receive all bad in reflection. there's no use to delete negative comments in your page, and i know that you understand, hence, you straight away delete the page. however, do you think that people will stop easily just like how you delete the page? NO! you will bring more negative image to public.

忍辱偷生不如死得光荣
Better die with honour than live with shame.
At this moment, as a penangnite, i guess your mother-in-law is feeling shame. put myself in her shoe, if i were your mother-in-law, i really feel so shame to have this kind of daughter-in-law. i have no face to stay here, facing the real penangnites everyday. i feel sorry to everyone here.

here, i guess i did not touch anything on politic right? i'm not touching any sensitive issue here or i did? i'm not really into politic and not really want to critic anything from political view. i just trying to share something from my point of view, trying to share some lessons i learnt from today hottest news, which is lesson of moral.

as a gal (even i'm not 'lady' enough and even my buddies treat me as 'bro'), i really have to remind myself always not to be like this tow-car-auntie, really have to aware and control myself not to be like 泼妇骂街 and spoil my image in public.

click play to view the joke of the day:

소주 & Soju

for couples, it's valentine's day, but for singles, it's just a tuesday.

this is my second time here, after 5 days.
소주 & Soju, a place where we can 'feel' the korea in our area, recomended by nath's students.

i thought we will order a new flavor of soju since we have marked the order during our 1st visit. however, due to the reason charles is here for very first time, we ordered the same soju again. i do not mean that the soju is not nice, i just wanted to try something new.

the balcony seats occupied half, hence we just sit at the sofa inside. chit-chatted, laughed, and played with phones, ky suggested to play 'true or dare' but charles's level is too high that nath not going to play, so... sien..

we ended up to pay for extra money to enter the K room. yeah! we ordered another pot of soju and entered the room. however, we were so surprise that everything is in korean!! the screen is in korean, the remote control is in korean as well!!  OMG!!  how we going to sing?! the boss came in and show us the chinese song's menu. it's just a page out of a whole album >.<

fine, had to find some songs to sing since we already there. and then i found why charles kept wanting to sing K. his voice is really nice! he claimed that today not really in good condition, but he still can sing well. geng!

time passed very fast when we were in the room. the waitress came in to ask if we were going to extend the time. time up! last song we had is -- you're beautiful. a song charles should sing to 3 of us, kekeke..

it's really fate that 4 of us can gather here together during this special day. thanks nath who date us for porridge dinner, thanks ky who came to pick me up, and nice meeting small little cute boy, charles :) thanks charles also, because of him, we moved to 소주 & Soju after dinner.

we do not have valentines, we did not celebrate valentine's day this year, but we enjoyed the session we are together..

the light

controller below the tv

the remote control
 
the 'ring-ring' XD

the pot of soju

it's time to say goodbye to my dear colleagues & managers

found this letter 2 days before i left the company. the writer is so mean! respect!!
hope you guys have fun reading it XD
Dear Co-Workers and Managers,
As many of you probably know, today is my last day. But before I leave, I wanted to take this opportunity to let you know what a great and distinct pleasure it has been to type “Today is my last day.”
For nearly as long as I’ve worked here, I’ve hoped that I might one day leave this company. And now that this dream has become a reality, please know that I could not have reached this goal without your unending lack of support. Words cannot express my gratitude for the words of gratitude you did not express.
I would especially like to thank all of my managers both past and present but with the exception of the wonderful Mr. ABC: in an age where miscommunication is all too common, you consistently impressed and inspired me with the sheer magnitude of your misinformation, ignorance and intolerance for true talent. It takes a strong man to admit his mistake – it takes a stronger man to attribute his mistake to me.
Over the past seven years, you have taught me more than I could ever ask for and, in most cases, ever did ask for. I have been fortunate enough to work with some absolutely interchangeable supervisors on a wide variety of seemingly identical projects – an invaluable lesson in overcoming daily tedium in overcoming daily tedium in overcoming daily tedium.
And to most of my peers: even though we barely acknowledged each other within these office walls, I hope that in the future, should we pass on the street, you will regard me the same way as I regard you: sans eye contact.
But to those few souls with whom I’ve actually interacted, here are my personalized notes of farewell:
To [ ], I will not miss hearing you cry over absolutely nothing while laying blame on me and my coworkers. Your racial comments about [ ] were truly offensive and I hope that one day you might gain the strength to apologize to him.
To [ ] whom is long gone, I hope you find a manager that treats you as poorly as you have treated us. I worked harder for you then any manager in my career and I regret every ounce of it. Watching you take credit for my work was truly demoralizing.
To [ ], you should learn how to keep your mouth shut sweet heart. Bad mouthing the innocent is a negative thing, especially when you’re talking about someone who knows your disgusting secrets.
To [ ], well, I wish you had more of a back bone. You threw me to the wolves with that witch B and I learned all too much from it. I still can’t believe that after following your instructions, I ended up getting written up, wow. Thanks for the experience buddy, lesson learned.
[ ], I’m happy that you were let go in the same manner that you have handed down to my dedicated coworkers. Hearing you on the phone last year brag about how great bonuses were going to be for you fellas in upper management because all of the lay offs made me nearly vomit. I never expected to see management benefit financially from the suffering of scores of people but then again, with this company’s rooted history in the slave trade it only makes sense.
To all of the executives of this company, [ ] and such.
Despite working through countless managers that practiced unethical behavior, racism, sexism, jealousy and cronyism, I have benefited tremendously by working here and I truly thank you for that. There was once a time where hard work was rewarded and acknowledged, it’s a pity that all of our positive output now falls on deaf ears and passes blind eyes. My advice for you is to place yourself closer to the pulse of this company and enjoy the effort and dedication of us “faceless little people” more. There are many great people that are being over worked and mistreated but yet are still loyal not to those who abuse them but to the greater mission of providing excellent customer support. Find them and embrace them as they will help battle the cancerous plague that is ravishing the moral of this company.
So, in parting, if I could pass on any word of advice to the lower salary recipient (“because it’s good for the company”) in India or Tampa who will soon be filling my position, it would be to cherish this experience because a job opportunity like this comes along only once in a lifetime.
Meaning: if I had to work here again in this lifetime, I would sooner kill myself.
To those who I have held a great relationship with, I will miss being your co-worker and will cherish our history together.
Please don’t bother responding as at this very moment I am most likely in my car doing 85 with the windows down.
One!
Your demands were high and your patience short, but I take great solace knowing that my work was, as stated on my annual review, “meets expectation.” That is the type of praise that sends a man home happy after a 10 hour day, smiling his way through half a bottle of meets-expectation-scotch with a meets-expectation-cigar. Thanks [ ]!

please do let me know if you dare to blast this email out on your last day at work ^.~

初九

如果我在槟城,这个时候应该在旧邻居那里,跟青梅竹马的旧邻居一家一起过了。
如果我还在BP,这个时候应该在Kelvin家,跟BP的姐妹们大快朵颐了。

如果,没有如果,今年的今天,呆在家里,对着我的宝贝电脑,看着大家在面子书上的照片和留言。

以前都不觉得初九有什么特别,直到离开槟城才发现,槟城真的是一个很美的地方。

记得那一年,终于可以待到初九后才回雪州,那个晚上,特别美。

和圣杰坐在我们家外面的草场,从八点多聊到两点,只要稍微抬头就可以看到免费的烟花。真的不明白,农历新年放爆是因为古人想借此赶走年兽,可是,放烟花呢?不明白。
以前是觉得可能大山脚的有钱人太多了,拜祭品一年比一年多,也一年比一年奢华,有的甚至夸张到把屋子搞得好像庙似的,所以烧钱放烟花只是小事一桩,呵呵…
还记得那年,我家是整排屋子中最最最显眼的一间,不为别的,只因为我家是整排屋子中唯一没拜祭天公的一间。我也不明白为什么,印象中,初九是福建人的大日子,拜天公远比正月初一重要,因此有人说初九是福建人的新年,那么,为什么现在不管是福建人还是潮州人,还是客家人,什么人都拜起天公来了?也许槟城人、大山脚人也学到新加坡人的Kiasu吧,呵呵…

这里的初九,好像没有槟城那么热闹,零零稀稀听到几声炮声烟花声之外,好像没什么了。是我住的地方这里没什么福建人的关系吗?不懂巴生那里会是怎么样的情景。某人曾说过,巴生就好像大山脚,去到巴生,就好像回到家乡。虽然我住的蛮靠近,可是,去巴生的次数比我呆在雪州的年份还要少,呵呵…

明年的初九,如果我还在雪州,真的要到巴生看看了,顺便去SHOUT的主席家‘黏餐’, yeah v(^o^)v

对哦,昨天回雪州让我错过了槟城街头文化庙会,遗憾呢。
最近越来越爱槟城了,很爱现在的政府,很爱林冠英叔叔,呵呵…

曾经一时很讨厌的元宵节,今年特别想回去,回去十年前去过的地方,把十年前的记忆抛开,重新爱上在槟城的元宵! 没有情人的中国情人节一样可以很开心 ♥ ♥ ♥

visited Disneyland, HK

had my trip to HK & Macau last week.

during these 5 days, the only day i was really enjoy 100% is the day i went Disneyland. it was really an amazing land that make you leave your worries behind and have a fantasy day, a real wonderland!!


even though it was a raining day, everyone still enjoyed in this wonderland, and the most important is, the parade and fireworks did not cancelled! it's awesome!! i love the fireworks the most!!

you couldn't feel the beautiful, the amazing, the 'WOW' unless you watch it live by your own eyes! i took video, but the feel is totally different! what i can say is, i was no regret to leave the group, not to go ocean park but go Disneyland..

Here's video i took:


a song can switch ur mood good :)

was not really in a good mood after heard something from someone.
can't understand why there's some people around me can be like that.
can't understand what is in their mind.. and can't understand why everything related to me..

anyway, my mood turn better after i watch this MV.. feel so sweet seeing leehom in the MV..
and smile comes back on my face, hehe :)

click play to listen
王力宏 ~ 我依然爱你


一閃一閃亮晶晶
留下歲月的痕跡
我的世界的中心
依然還是你

一年一年又一年
飛逝僅在一轉眼
唯一永遠不改變
是不停地改變

我不像從前的自己
你也有點不像你
但在我眼中你的笑
依然的美麗

日子只能往前走
一個方向順時鐘
不知道還有多久
所以要讓你懂我依然愛你 就是 唯一的退路
我依然珍惜 時時刻刻的幸福
你每個呼吸 每一個動作 每個表情
到最後 一定會
依然愛你

我依然愛你 或許是 命中注定
多年之後 任何人都無法代替
那些時光是我這一輩子最美好的
那些回憶 依然無法忘記

我依然愛你 就是 唯一的退路
我依然珍惜 時時刻刻的幸福
你每個呼吸 每一個動作 每個表情
到最後 一定會
依然愛你

你每個呼吸 每一個動作 每個表情
到永遠 一定會
依然愛你

beyond the door, there's peace.. i'm sure..

a song dedicated to uncle choon who we called 'choon ku leh' in hainanese..

out of suddenly, received news that he is rest in peace in the midnight. really so sudden until i cry no tears. could not be back to accompany him for the last journey, i can only here praying and hoping that he can be happily in heaven with grandma..



Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same

If I saw you in heaven?

I must be strong
And carry on

'Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven


Time can bring you down
Time can bend your knees
Time can break your heart

Have you begging please

Begging please

Beyond the door
There's peace, I'm sure

And I know there'll be no more

Tears in heaven

La Blanca Navidad

Here's dedicated a song wishing you all a peaceful & warm x'mas...

white christmas presented by my fav group -- il divo...
click the play button now :)




I'm dreaming of a White Christmas
Just like the ones I used to know

Where the treetops glisten
and children listen
To hear sleigh bells in the snow.

I'm dreaming of a white Christmas
With every Christmas card I write

May your days be merry and bright
And may all your Christmases be white.

Oh, blanca navidad, sueño
y con la nieve alrededor

blanca es mi quimera
y es mensajera
de paz, y de puro amor

Oh, blanca navidad, nieve
una esperanza y un cantar
recordar tu infancia podrás
al llegar la blanca navidad.

這個冬天特別冷

多少個年頭沒回家過冬了? 多久沒吃到 自家搓的湯圓了? 多久沒聞到溢滿整屋那未煮成湯圓的麵粉味了? 究竟有多久了? 我都忘了.

放工後到Jusco打算買麵粉回家,準備搓湯圓,給她們驚喜的,結果計畫失敗,因為媽媽說今年不可以搓湯圓. 是啊,都沒團圓,還搓甚麼湯圓!

曾經的那些年,逢過年過節, 我們家一定是最熱鬧的. 雖然心疼媽媽必須在天還未亮就得 開始忙碌, 可是那些日子比較像'家'. 除非不在本地, 不然大家一定會就在我們家一起吃晚餐,然後閒話家常. 不知從甚麼時候開始, 也許是多了那麼些成員, 也許發生了些事, '大日子'不再那麼'大', 睡醒的時候不再看到阿公在處理雞, 晚餐也不是大家一起吃了, 一切都變了.

後來的後來, 除夕夜的團圓飯也都不齊人了... 然後, 阿公離開了... 再然後, 阿嬤也去陪阿公了...

我在想, 以後, 那種溫馨熱鬧的場景還會出現在這個'家'嗎?

這個冬天特別冷!

冷的不是天氣, 而是心.

以為不是出生在富貴門就不會遇上那種爭財產事件,原來, 沒有甚麼可觀數字的財產可以爭, 還是有那麼些東西和意見可以吵. 本是同根生, 相煎何太急!

心寒 + i.N.G