310107

it has been quite a long time i din update my blog here..

i oso dunno wat i hv bz 4.. jz noticed tat my life is so so so bz..

now, no more time 4 me 2 take a nap in d afternoon.. s all my coursemates ( n even my lecturers ) noe tat--> allice aime dormir.. oui, j'aime dormir.. mais.. maintenant.. i hv no more time 2 sleep.. aiz..

mm.. now searching a room/hse.. cz i'm goin 2 move out next sem.. (i perfer tis sem if can) wat happened? y v suddenly wan 2 move out??
sth happened in my hse.. at 1st.. v jz beh syiok tat 'golden fish fatt' wan 2 build xtra room.. n then.. jane met sth.. n few days ago, is my turn.. dunno is i think 2 much o wat.. tat day i was sick..n.. i was so tired.. then i 4got 2 place my 护身符 bside my bed.. then...............

since all of my hsemates wil bac / go out on weekends, i think i muz find a place 2 go oso.. if my sis hse is available, then i wil enjoy my weekends at sunway.. hehe.. if nt, hopefully emma's hse o ah ma's hse can 收留 me loh..

hd been n wil b bz 4 my assignmentSS n testSS.. n next fri wil hv an exhibition at FEP.. hopefully tis project wil bring me some hapi memories.. cz my life now is so so so.. dunno how 2 say.. haiz..

our LOVELY ＭＲ BEAN n mrs bean gv us a test.. a very simple test.. simple til i wan 2 pass up a blank paper at 1st.. it is jz a comprehension n an essay.. tat essay.. nt recette n oso nt report!! all of us spot tat recette o report wil come out!! omg!!! comperehension n essay oso abt conseil.. wat is conseil?? i dunno wat is de meaning of conseil, how i do?? wat de use of studying til so late?? wat de use of memorized many things!! even grammar!! they din test us in our grmmar!! wat i hd mamorized bcame rubbish at tat moment!! poor gal..

mm... now at sunway, my sis hse.. wan 2 4get all tis.. n enjoyin my holidays here.. hehe..

210107

do u believe tat there r sth hide in somewhere?
do u believe tat there r sth invisible beside u?
if there r really sth here, wat should u do? jz ignore?
if u ignore it, bt it stil keep disturbin u, how??

1 of my frenz hd been disturbin by sth..
v try 2 nt think abt tat thing, bt..
wat else reason v can gv except tis??

tis is de 1st time i saw her cryin in front of me..
she is so scared, n v too..
willin 2 help her, n ourselves, bt v can do nth..
jz pray...

雨，一直都没下

这几天，天空还是灰灰的... 偶尔响了个雷，可是，雨一直都没下...

虽然会很害怕，虽然很想逃避，可是，如果这场雨是下定的话，我宁愿它早点到来，然后赶快雨过天晴，免得我一直担心受怕... 我不想再这样下去了，我不要带着这样的心情过每一天，再这样下去，我快要发疯了！！

其实，之前有想过，不如想上天祈求，别让这场雨下，这样，表面上的问题就不存在了... 可是后来想想，毕竟只是表面上的问题，表面上的问题消除了，可是，多在阴暗角落的问题呢？会不会越来越多，越来越严重呢？

所以，还是让这场雨赶快下好了...



亲爱的上天，如果你听得到，看得见我的祈求的话，请帮个忙，让这场雨赶快降临...

暴风雨前夕

年尾总是特别多不好的事情发生，尤其是这一阵子，学业，经济，友情，屋子，家人等等的问题，陆陆续续地浮现，一件件地前来拜访，让我应接不暇...

有时候真的很想问问老天，它到底怎么了？它怎么舍得让可爱的我面临种种困境？怎么可以让楣神呆在我身边这么长的一段时间？是我做的善事不够多吗？还是我做的坏事太多了，老天在惩罚我？

一直以为我可以撑得过这一段日子，以为这只是个过渡期，一切都会好转的，可是，都这么久了，楣神还是不肯走，是不是老天忘了叫它回去？还是...老天忘记我了？呜呜...老天！求求你赶快让楣神回去好不好？

有一种自然现象 好像是这样子的： 在暴风雨前夕，大地总是特别宁静...现在的状况就是这样子... 即将来临的那场暴风雨回是一场腥风血雨吗？我开始担心，担心我会被暴风卷进无底的漩涡，担心我会被似剑的雨所伤，担心雷电会击中我...

我很想继续坚强地站着，可是，一条再有弹性的橡胶圈，任你在拉，它也会有断的一刻..我已是伤痕累累了，我不想因为这场暴风雨而进入加护病房...

我该怎么做才能对抗暴风？ 该怎么做才不会被剑雨所伤？ 该怎么做才能多过雷电的攻击？ 又有什么药可以治疗我的伤？ 还有什么去除疤痕的良药吗？

140107(2)

2day.. anggeline came.. mm.. she din enter my hse.. jz take my sleeping bag 2 me.. cz she wan 2 go johor around 4 o'clock.. johor.. a pity place.. y she stil wan 2 go there? 2 help de victims? no lah! mayban send her there 2 audit i think..

after lunch n chatting wif yul, i 昏迷 again.. :p ya lah! i said d mah, sunday=sleeping day.. :p hehe.. thought my day wil jz pass like tat.. but NO!!

4.sth, some1 call me.. said gd morning 2 me, haha.. cannot slp again.. then go 2 jogging at de lake there.. wif ah ma.. finally v go! haha.. after tat, v saw xun yuan n her fren playing badminton at old flat's playground.. then ah ma go 2 play wif them.. i jz stand there n watch them.. cz i dunno how 2 play badminton.. so shy..

when i bac home, it's already 6.sth near 7pm.. wan 2 bath bt when saw tat clorox on de table, i plan 2 wash our bath room/toilet 1st b4 i bath..
actually me n yul plan 2 clean our hse 2day, bt after tat.. err... emm...
mm.. ok talk bac.. i wan 2 wash bath room.. then yul come out fr her room.. said wan 2 wash 2gether.. so v start 2 clean bathroom.. oh, no! v start wif our kitchen 1st.. our kitchen now bcome very shinnin' d, hehe.. oh ya! v change de mirror oso..
then.. is de turn of our ghost hse's toilet.. i went inside 1st.. when yul was doing her 'keong hong', cleannin sinki..
'Oopss..' tat 鲍鱼刷 drop in2 de toilet hole!! omg!! i try 2 take it out wif a stick.. try 2 take it out wif 2 sticks.. wif hanger.. even wif our hands.. bt v failed 2 take it out.. aiz.. i'm soli, yul, 4 wastin many time 2 take tat stupid things out.. then, yul called elvis 4 help! asked him help us 2 buy 夹子 2 take it out.. then.. then.. elvis came .. wif umbrella.. sure wif oso tat 夹火炭的 which borrow fr frenz..
unfortunately.. tat thing wont help.. elvis tried wif his hand bt.. then.. finally he helped us 2 take tat stupid thing out!! TQ, elvis!!
after tat, me n yul continued wash our toilet.. yeah! our ghost hse toilet bcome a real toilet d!! although stil hv some.. some..flaw.. haha..
when wan 2 clean our dinnin room, jane bac d.. n.. v oso tired d..
it's already 11sth.. gosh! v stil nt yt hv our dinner!! i start feel hungry.. so.. 2mr onli clean u lah, dinnin room n corridor..
hd my milo + biscuits dinner around 12sth, n bath around 1 i think..

2day sweat a lot.. do so many exercise.. so, how many kg i lose 2day??
2mr when u c me, wil u notice tat i bcome thin+ER?? :p

guys, plz read..

If a girl cries in front of you,
it means that she couldn't take it anymore.

If you take her hand,
she would stay with you for the rest of your life;
If you let her go,
she couldn't go back being herself anymore.

A girl wont cry easily,
Except in front of the person who she loves the most,
she becomes weak.

A girl wont cry easily,
only when she loves you the most,
she put down her ego.

Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you,
please hold her hands firmly,
she's the one who would stay with you for the rest of your life.

Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you,
please dont give her up,
maybe bcoz of your decision,
you ruin her life.

When she cries rite in front of you,
When she cries bcoz of you,
Look into her eyes,
Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's feeling right at tat moment??

Think.
Which other girl have cried wif pure sincerity,
Infront of you,
And bcoz of you?
She cries not because she is weak,
She cries not bcoz she wan sympathy or pity,
She cries,
Because crying silently is no longer possible,
the pain,hurt,n agony have become too big a burden to be kept inside.

Guys,
Think about it,
If a girl cries her heart out to you,
And all because of you,
Its time to look back on wat u have done,
Only you will know the answer onto it.

Do consider it,
Coz one day,
It may be too late for regrets,
It may be too late to say "im sorry".

Ponder this message seriously.
Dont do dis to a girl,
You may regret for the rest of your life.
Maybe in your life, she's the onli one that love YOU the most.

140107

现在是凌晨两点五十四分， 心跳还是很快..

才从yul的房间回到自己的房间不久，yul就把音乐关小声，然后，我好像听到外面有声音.. 不久，"叩.叩.叩",有人敲我的房门，我吓到了，还来不及想应不应该拿放在衣橱下面的铁棍出来，我的手已经把房门打开了..

oh my god!! 外面的声音很恐怖，好像鬼在叫酱！
在外面放鞋的地方，有两只猫在那边，好像是在‘摊派’酱，它们的声音很恐怖，真得很恐怖！以前觉得猫的眼睛很恐怖，猫的叫声像bb酱，也蛮可怕的，现在,哼，猫的叫声真的真的真的真的很恐怖！！
所以我决定了，从此把‘我不喜欢猫’ 改成 ‘我讨厌猫’！！！！

愛得太遲

愛得太遲

歌手：古巨基

作曲：楊鎮邦@宇宙大爆炸 編曲：雷頌德
填詞：林夕

我過去　那死黨　早晚共對
各也紮職以後　沒法暢聚
而終於相約到　但無言共對　疏淡如水

日夜做　見爸爸　剛好想呻
卻霎眼　看出他　多了皺紋
而他的蒼老感　是從來未覺　太內疚擔心

最心痛是　愛是太遲
有些心意　不可等某個日子
盲目地發奮　忙忙忙其實自私
夢中也習慣　有壓力要我得志

最可怕是　愛需要及時
只差一秒　心聲都已變歷史
忙極亦放肆　見我愛見的相知
要抱要吻要怎麼也好
偏要推說等下一次

我也覺　我體質　彷似下降
看了症得到是　別要太忙
而影碟　都掃光　但從來未看　因有事趕

日夜做　儲的錢　都應該夠
到聖誕　正好講　跟我白頭
誰知她開了口　未能挨下去　已恨我很久

錯失太易　愛得太遲
我怎想到　她忍不到那日子
盲目地發奮　忙忙忙從來未知
幸福會掠過　再也沒法說鍾意

愛一個字　也需要及時
只差一秒　心聲都已變歷史
為何未放肆　見我愛見的相知
要抱要吻要怎麼也好
不要相信一切有下次

相擁我所愛又花幾多秒　這幾秒
能夠做到又有多少
未算少　足夠遺憾忘掉

多少抱憾　多少過路人
太懂估計　卻不懂愛錫自身
人人在發奮　想起他朝都興奮
但今晚未過　你要過也很吸引

縱不信運　你不過是人
理想很遠　愛於咫尺卻在等
來日別操心　趁你有能力開心
世界有太多東西發生
不要等到天上俯瞰

120107

tat stupid guy 4got wat he said d.. put me aeroplane again.. haiz..
although i already biasa wif tis pilote, bt stil feel tat.. err.. how 2 describe.. jz beh syiok loh! y alwaz put me aeroplane? tis time comin wif wat excuse again?

110107(2)

since lip chin r 'chi chu'.. mm.. (actually.. got 'du ji' o nt? haha..)
so.. tis blog.. v focus on u, lip chin..

1st, i wan 2 say thx 2 u, lip chin.. thanks 4 readin my blog, lip chin..

2nd things i wan 2 say 2 lip chin 1 is..
another 2 more weeks is lip chin's exam, hope lip chin can pass all ur subject wif very gd result!

then when lip chin come here, v can hang out 2gether.. wif pc, wif ls, wif may ying.. n if v go 2 um find may ying, then v can 'shun bian' visit yun yin, hehe..

oh, tis lip chin thought i jz remember pc onli bcz of tat 060107.. haha.. actually no lah! "lip chin, u r de special 1 u noe? :p" stil remember tat pin wif ur name? u r de 1st 1 who get it.. n til now.. onli u hv it.. badguy 1 stil at my place.. n pc 1.. i nt yt do.. :p (c lah! bcz of u, i cant keep tis little secret of myself.. later pc noe i din do 4 him he sure wil scold me 1!)

mm.. enough 10 lip chins liao.. can do endin liao.. hehe.. got 1 bonus 4 u somemore.. haha..

i promise u, sure i wil do it.. jz like last time wat u promise me, n u did it..

hope our friendship wil last til 4ever lah! hehe..