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1st birthday gift for 2015

Yes!! i got my best birthday gift for my 30's birthday!!

The good news spread into my eyes and i was so so so happy!! 
It's difficult for me to simply express via words, what i can say is, i am still hyper!!

Couldn't imagine what will happen, but i am so excited, cant wait for it!!

I have a plan~ a secret plan, for myself, and my besties, to celebrate the return of my bestie, and the birthday of ME!! hahaha....

09112014 i got my 2015 birthday gift!! it's not a solid item that i can touch or hold, it's not something i can buy with money, it's priceless gift!! a gift from god? or i should say from my bestie? a good news i was waiting for all these days.. and finally.. the good news turned to be a better news, for my birthday!!

i love YUL, my pretty sweetie bestie~~~

哪一服

一个适合用在我身上的形容词,尽管我本身不这么认为。
他们说,就因为我这个‘哪一服’的思想和性格,让我一次又一次地被欺骗与伤害。

对亲戚,不可以那么‘哪一服’,
他们对你并不是你想的那么好,他们只是在利用你;
对朋友,不可以那么‘哪一服’,
你对人家两肋插刀,人家反而拿利刀往你背后插了;
对同事,不可以那么‘哪一服’,
你以为团队就是要互相帮忙,他们就让你帮帮忙,垫垫底,好让他们踩上更高的地方;
对客户,不可以那么‘哪一服’,
他们只是要利用你的友善,获取更多的利益;
对老板,不可以那么‘哪一服’,
老板只能给你一个位置,不能给一个未来,舞台再大,人走茶凉。

姐妹说我‘哪一服’,
男友说我‘哪一服’,
前同事说我‘哪一服’,
上司说我‘哪一服’,
老板也说我‘哪一服’,
我真的就那么‘哪一服’吗?
‘哪一服’不好吗?
为什么要把事情想得那么复杂?
简简单单地不好吗?



哈德里

原有的坚持,逐渐变得不再坚持。
怀疑,似乌云,覆盖了满脑子的思想。
不安,似黑夜,笼罩了那颗脆弱的心。

犹如 盘旋在高压得火山口,
等待着 随时爆发的 可能。

a year of challenge

It has been almost 1 year I did not update my blog here.
Should I say I was in heaven in the past year? Or I should say I was in hell? In heaven, because I feel peace and satisfy with whatever I had. I did not demand for more in my life which I not supposed to be. In hell, because I was demotivated. I became a normal OL like others beside me.
And my life changed end of last year. I decided to take up the challenge from my 'beloved' boss. I switch my job from secretary to project development, a brand new sales division we are going to start up. It was totally different from what I did before.
There's no previous case or record as references, no assistance, no clearer way I could see. I've to do everything by myself, solve everything by myself. The only advisor I could seek is my boss which is the last option I not prefer to go for.
I cant meet target for the past 2 months. I am so stress till I can't sleep well at night. I cried before. But I know,     cry does not solve problems. I have to wash my face, and continue fighting.
even though there's lots of negative blows into my ears, I choose to close my ears. I am so hunger that I want this division to success. I'm aiming so high that we could be leader in the industry.  yes, it might be too early to say so, but I believe that we can.
With the passion I have, as well as with the 'hunger', I believe good luck will be my side. Give me another 2 years, you will see the result.
I was not sales oriented kind of people, I never thought that I will involve myself doing sales,  deeply appreciate my boss giving me a chance to try this, and I promise, I will do my best to achieve what we want.
2014, a brand new year with challenge, a good year with lots of luck~
I'm the lucky gal, aLLice ^.~