the story of betrayed

it's still the same case..

bell heard the story of betrayed & very 'tang ngor mm dai'. she asked me to blog about HER 'sui yeh' let everyone know about that (just like what emma asked me to do that time, to release my anger & indignation), haha..

ok, the story begins about 2 months ago when i supposed to find some models and promoter for the upcoming event for my company.

One day, i saw a girl that i know before appear in front of the glass door of my company. i was quite surprise. she accompanied her friend to come for the interview and asked whether or not she could have a chance to interview also. After getting the permission of my manager, she got the chance to interview.
i not sure what she said during the interview, but definitely she mentioned that she is my friend. (this is what-so-called 'yeng chan yeng cek'? is that she think that 'yeng chan yeng cek' like this will get more chance to get the job? ) why i know this? it's because after she left the office, my manager ask me about the person. i was so kind to not to say any bad thing about her, because i understand the courtesy of not to spoil other's career.
She was not suppose to get the job after the interview. however, we could not find enough people to work, so she would be the 3-day-promoter for the event.
Her attitude was not so good during the briefing and training session. She didn't pay attention to the trainer at all! i thought only me who noticed that, but no, others also noticed and my manager asked me to pay more attention to her during the days she work.
the day before the second training, she told me that her boyfriend's grandfather passed away, and she could not attend the training. ok, fine. i tried to arrange another day for her, but, the day before the training, again! at 11 something p.m 12 something a.m, she sms me, mentioned that she could not work and found a replace for me already. i called her and asked her to come the next day to show them the condition of her eyes and to apologize for can't work ( i thought this is what we all need to do if we have a good manner ) however, she just ignored what i said.
i tried to call her many times since that, but she didn't answer my call, no matter i used my own handphone or the company phone. then, i tried to ask someone else to get her to call me back. she was just ignore what the person asked her to do also. what is so difficult? we just need a medical cert ok?!! i thinks almost 1 month after the event, again, i called the person to get her. and after few hours, she came! with a friend! with 'cari pasal punya attitude'!
In the meeting room, that person, her friend, my manager and me were sitting there. she and her friend kept 'blaming' or maybe i can say that they complained me and tried to said something that is 'funny' to hurt me. she don't even want to say my name and not dare to look at me! (this is not the first time she did the similar things, i wonder why i am so stupid to treat her as a friend! and then, i gave her a chance to do something that i could not aspect! i never think that she is so bad until can go to other's company to spoil other's career! shit!!) ok, fine! i thought i am strong enough to accept all the weapons she threw on me! however, i noticed that i am not! sad, hurt, angry, disappointed, upset,...
tears finally dropped when i talked with emma on the phone on the way back from office. emma borrowed me an ear to listen to my mumble, cry, scold and laugh! yea, i was crazy that time!! lost control!! i almost want to kill the person already!
after reached home, straight entered the bath room and showered for 1 hour. actually i was not feeling well that few days, and after that, i got fever =.=

if i say that i am nothing now, i think nobody will believe it, even myself. however, i feel better after i get the concern+console+support from my dearest buddies. i am so happy to have all you gals & guys beside me, love you all so much!!

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lose vs get

today, i lost something, but at the same time, i get something that is more worth.

first of all, i would like to thanks to Miss Teoh, who came over my work place today and teach me some lessons.

1. Don't treat people too good
---> a story from a stupid girl who is so naive to believe that you treat a person very good, and the person will treat you good as well. However, the lesson teach us that we need to choose people to treat good.

2. There are always chances given, but sometimes, someone might not be appreciate it.
---> so, don't give too many chances to someone to hurt you! being hurt by a person for the first time is fine, second time is ok, third time is experience, and once you had been hurt by the same person for more than three times, it means that you are too stupid! Yes, i can't deny that i am so stupid.

3. Keep distance with the person who can simply hurt you.
---> the naive allice trust her friends, but someone can just simply hurt her for many times. To prevent from being hurt again, she is now learning to keep a distance with not only guy, but also girl!

4. Do not believe that a person can easily change her attitude to be good.
---> i thought she had change, i thought i treat her as my friend is right, i thought we are friends, i thought... yes, there is all 'i thought'. she is still the same girl that i know, or maybe worse.

5. Do not treat someone as a friend when she is not thinking that you are.
---> trust me! you will believe it if you treat someone nice but at last she still keeps hurting you.

6. 最毒婦人心
---> why suddenly i change to use chinese here? because this lesson is actually coming from chinese. i can believe that you know this phrase also if you watch hong kong drama. It means that the most harmful poison is the heart of ladies ( in cantonese : zoi tuk fu yan sam )

ok, talk back to the case just now. i lost a what-so-called friend (maybe she never think that i am); i lost my temper, and, i might lost my reputation in my company.

what i get?
1. the lessons that stated above.
2. an experience with a black dot that will always remind me about the case.
3. the trust & support of my managers.
4. the words that my manager told me in her office.
5. the support of my friend, yes, a real friend, emma.

thanks emma, after cried while talking with you, after talking to you, i feel better now.

as you said just now, this is not the first time 'she' act like this already, yea, i know, but last time i thought maybe that was our mistake/misunderstanding. now? no comment. after write all these out, feel much better. i'm trying to not to be sad of this, as you said just now, it's not worth. so, i will continue be HAPPY :D

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