29052009

everything changed good today..

YK called me after i sms him.. normally we just sms each other.. but last night, he straight away called me after received my sms.. he's really worry about me i think..
along the way i walked back home, he accompanied my via phone.. when i said my mood not good, asked him to tell me a joke, he really did it. then, when talked about my problems, normally i will ask people use a knife to kill me then settle all the things, sure i'm just joking lah, how dare i do so wor, somemore i still have many things not yet do, not yet try, not yet eat, lol!! but he scolded me :( and then, he just give me a solution, wanted to help me to solve 1 of the problem that he could help.. i'm very touch about that actually..
YK, you're damn good you know? hope you can forget the girl and meet your angel very soon ;)

then, when i was at home, KY called.. maybe i didn't reply his sms i guess.. he said that he just reached home that time.. then he asked about the problems, consoled me, and then talked nonsense for hours.. he brought me out from the bad mood that time.. although his willingness to help could not really help, but, i also appreciate it..
however, because of some questions and some reasons, i heard a sound of glass broken from my heart.. maybe.. i am trying to escape from something..
KY, you did helped me before, and now, i know that you are willing to help if i ask again, nothing else i can say except thanks..

yul didn't answer my call when i called her. she forgot to bring her handphone out that night. when she saw the missed call after home, she tried to call me but faied. i guess i was talking with KY that time. so, she sms me.. hmm.. nothing, just wanna feel your love to me, yul, LOL!!! (people might thinking i am a lesbian now, hahaha.. maybe spoiled Yul's image as well, sorry.. wakaka...)

today, wake up early in the morning, blogged, and then masked.. i never do these 2 things in the morning of working days.. but today, i managed to wake up ealier, so i had extra time to do it ^.~

don't know why, someone treated me very good today.. his willingness to help me to send the cards to post office (although at last he did not help.. although at last is bibi & vickie helped..) really made me shock.. and then, he also helped me to past the things to ampang.. so kind today.. not sure it's because his mood very good, or because i didn't do anything when he threw his bad mood on me? no matter how, he really good today, so i think today if i buy TOTO, i will kena one, hehe ^^

and in my alicia msn which none of my colleagues got it, i mentioned that this year dumpling festival i have no rice dumpling to eat.. i don't think that they saw it.. but.. bibi took dumplings for me & vickie to eat.. she is really a sweet girl.. so kind.. so cute.. and very lovely..

and.. don't know how to describe.. today is really a good day for me.. hope all the good will stay with me now onward.. i really need it..

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double fifth

yesterday was double fifth in chinese calendar, means Duanwu Festival.

i didn't eat any dumpling except 2 weeks ago, the rice dumpling made by Wendy's mum. if Wendy didn't treat me the dumpling, this year i totally no dumpling to eat. Thanks Miss Wendy Ong ^^

Joyce msn me and asked me if i have enough money to use. what's a shame?! i 'officially' start working from Aug last year, but i still not enough money.. flash back the time when i study.. i could earn more than 2K/month during holidays.. and now, i started to work full time but the money is even lesser..

At work, someone threw his bad mood on me but i wasn't really effect me, because nothing could be worse than the situation now.. the things he did, the words he said, is just nothing for me now..

received a bad news from Sharon. someone passed away, our relative, but mum them can't go there because of the situation now.. mum should be very sad now..

Sharon said that what we hope now is the miracle. The miracle that after granny go home, she feel comfortable & then recover..

Called MY & YY but both of them didn't answer my calls.

Sms YK with few words -- are you free? and he called me.. talked to me, scolded me, helped me,... as a friend that didn't not meet up often, he really made me so touch..

then, when i was at home, KY called & spent hours with me.. moved my concerntrate to other places.. 'fei' with me.. and.... really appreciate..

read YY's bloggies with the theme appriciation which almost same with mine past few blog.. and i really have to appreciate those beside me.. no matter what happen, you guys are always there willing to give me support.. how lucky i am!!

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angels & demons

if there's an angel, please help me to do something..
please help me to go home, be at mum's side..
accompany her, give her support..

if there's a demon, i have something for you to play..
you might be at mum's side and there's a game for you..
kick/slap or beat/bite someone who bully mum..

i was an angel.. someone said so..
and i turned to be a devil.. because..
angel will get bullied by someone..
and devil can do anything to reach his/her target..

i don't care to turn to be an evil/devil/ demon or whatever..
i just hope that i can reach my target.. to protect my angel maybe..

however.. no matter i am a kind lovely angel, or a cruel bloody devil, i can't do whatever i want..
i can't go home at this very moment.. what i can do is just pray..
damn!! useless me..

so.. if there's an angel, please help me.. and..
if there's a demon, please do me a favor..

thanks..

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dilemma

don't know how to make the decision..

if there is really a time for me to make a decision, what should i choose?

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mother's day is coming

i'm going back home this friday after work, yippie..

mother's day on sunday, but i have to back kl on sunday.. so.. maybe i can only celebrate with mum on saturday night.. where to treat them eat? erm.. don't know yet.. any suggestion?

oh ya! heard that mum want to eat sugee cake.. does anyone know where got sell this sugee cake in bm/penang? i tried to search online, but not really get the result.. sorry that i don't even know how this sugee cake taste like, so i can't bake it myself also :( if anyone know, please do tell me so that i can order earlier.. thanks..

going back home in few days later.. guys. if wanna date me, please make appointment earlier ya.. hahaha...




cheers,
lucky princess -> aLLice ^^

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appreciation

this is the theme of my company 7th anniversary dinner..
it's really a good theme that remind me on something very important..

there are something very bad happened on me past few weeks..
my sister's car knocked by a motor, someone stole her purse in a home party, money gone, my plan failed, met some problems on work, had been fooled by someone...

and, i found that my friends are here with me, especially my ji mui ❤ yul ❤, yew and badguy..

yul came to find me that time when i faced a big problem. i was almost going to cry that time.. she came with green river, and accompany me at the swimming pool there..
yul, you know what? i really can't breath that evening.. if you didn't come, i think i might just tear alone beside the swimming pool.. sometimes, i really feel that, i'm very useless.. i'm the kind of strawberry girl.. i really appreciate how you treat me as a ji mui.. your concern, your care, your ❤, everything.. i know that you have your own problem also, but your willingness to help & support me is really touched my heart deeply & left a scar on my heart.. i won't forget how good you treat me..
thanks yul, i love you so much ^^

badguy, is not really a badguy.. he is someone who is willing to help me when i need help.. without asking so much, he just helped me in a moment once i called him.. yea, he didn't ask for the reason & rewards, he is such a good guy but not a badguy as his nick..
badguy, i really appreciate what you did, thank you so much for everything you do..

and.. i don't know how to say about yew.. nothing much can say.. i really appreciate what this guy do.. thanks guy!

mm.. still got ying yin.. she went japan & bought me little souvenirs.. like those cute little souvenir.. and not only like this lah.. she is really a very nice friend.. still remember the time i still very blur in university, she did help a lot.. treat me so good..

there is someone always worry me when i take bus home at night.. she feels that is not safe when i need to walk home so late in the dark and unsafe 10 minutes plus plus distance.. she always wait me at mid valley to send me home if possible.. and.. she always bring me here and there.. eat lots of delicious food (without paying sometimes, hehe..).. her friends all think that we are lesbian.. haha.. we are too close until others misunderstand.. ;) there's no other people else except jessy..

nicole, the one who had a big arguement with me many years ago, and we didn't talk with each other for a quite long time, then even we talk also not so much, not really keep in touch for few years.. and now.. we do give each and other very big support in the very moment.. our care & concern to each other, our support & help.. everything.. worth to not to let this kind of friend go..

actually i'm so so so lucky to have friends & buddies like you guys, yul, may ying, nathalie, badguy, lip chin, danny, zhen xiang, jessy, nicole,......

next,
my dearest manager, who is too kind and made me feel like i'm a devil :p
she treat everyone of us very nice, care of us, support us.. when i did mistakes, she is always there to help me to 'ku bou'.. and she made my tears want to fall when she said '' don't worry, i will meh the wok '' oh my god! i've never meet someone like her.. every mistake i did, she help me to solve, even the things not yet happened, she already notice what i worry, and console me.. and she really help me to meh the wok.. feel guilty & useless.. why i got this kind of manager in this company? made me feel that i'm just a little kids & she is here to protect me always..
adrienne, sorry that i always bring you trouble.. i feel very thankful to have you as my 'head'.. thank you very much ❤

bibi, she is my 'neighbour' in office.. she is very naive sometime.. she can help us in many things.. '' mm sai gen, bibi hai dai teng " this is how she show her willingness to help me and she really helped me a lot.. i like her so much.. like to have this cute girl in the office, like to hangout with her, sing k,...

howard is the one made me feel guilty.. obviously, i had mistake also, but he still mentioned that not my fault, maybe to console me, wanna made me not to feel guilty.. and this made me more guilty.. when i said sorry, you know what he replied? 'gila' haha.. damn kind lah this guy..

my boss.. give us many chances to learn.. still remember that time he asked me to do something which i never do before, i was quite worry that i would do wrong.. and he said.. nevermind, you try first, if wrong only amend.. just waste a small amount of money and you can learn, worth.. and what he told me when i appoloziged for my failure to do something past few day --> learn as you grow.. have fun during this stage..

mr caesar ee, a poor guy.. always disturb him, ask him to amend this amend that, until he scare me, haha.. last week, i faced a big problem, he said that he would help me to 'gao dim' and he really helped me to solve the problem.. thanks caesar :)

still remember in july 2008, that most of my friends advised me to not to work here because of the contract and low salary.. i was dilemma in making decision.. i scared i can't stand for 1 year.. i worried that i can't handle the job.. but i feel that i would like the job.. and sister said that i might go to try.. so.. i decide to sign the contract and start my first (and ever) job :) i'm damn lucky to work here..

i love 'god' so much.. he treat me very very good.. he send lots of nice friends beside me.. give me a chance to work in such good company.. and definately, i love him so so so so much becauce he let me born in this family..

my mum.. an angel.. a pity angel maybe.. always bullied by SOMEONEsss.. she sacrify many things for this family.. thanks is not even enough to show how i appreciate..

and my 3 pretty sisters.. i love them so much.. although we have querrel sometimes.. but we care each and other so much.. the support & help we give or given to us is uncountable.. no matter in what mathode.. our reunion to fight 'devil' to help 'angel'... everything.. a family..

god is really kind to me.. too kind.. he gives me light when i am in dark.. he shows me the way to chase the rainbow when he knows where my dream is..

i feel like i'm a little princess and i'm now on my way to chase the rainbow in my life..



cheers,
aLLice, the lucky princess ^.~

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