sat, 22 march '08, 19:15
raining..
mood change better after slp..
hd few missed call n sms.. lazy 2 read.. jz leave it..
continue slp..
another call..
din show name..
press accept.. 'hello'
is auntie called..
stil blur..
go out, open door..
bt when auntie come, i cant find my keys 2 open de lock..
stim..
ok.. den eat..
da plate.. (plate? o mayb can call it bowl..)
like it.. feel familiar..
flash bac 2 da past..
...there was an old granny staying bhind lai kee there.. (dunno whose mum jorr.. if nt mistaken is my dad's fren's mum..)
i took a picture wif her b4.. wif 'tiger', da big big dog which taller than me while i was at kindergarden..
bt she passed away jorr.. =.=
...dad, mum, joyce n me was sitting at da small living room watching drama which showed on tv, eating using da plates same series wif da plate auntie took me jz now..
...in da kitchen, mum was bz.. i took da cups bt mum nt allowed me 2 touch them.. cz i alwaz break da 'cup-cup-bowl-bowl'..
...when uncle lock's family stil staying at 'hu ti' (fish pond).. i went 2 their hse.. hd dinner wif them.. they r using da same series of plates..
after eat, i stared on da plate.. many old memories came out..
studdenly miss home.. miss da time when i was small.. miss da time i stil dunno many things..
i was hapie at home when i was small.. tat time i stil dunno many things.. nt like now.. i noe da reality, i noe da human nature, i noe many things..
if i can choose, i prefer dunno anything.. however, when i was standard 6, my world hd changed.. den.. da hapiness bcome lesser n lesser..
once, i hated every1.. n now.. i like every1, except some ppl tat i dun like.. however, most of da time i m persuing myself nt 2 dislike them.. they r pity sometimes.. tis is how i find n xcuse 2 them..
no matter wat they did 2 me, no matter wat they did 2 my family, i m now trying 2 4get..
bt plz.. in future.. plz dun hurt any1 somemore..
soli 4 da disorganization.. i jz type out wat in my mind..
n actually now stil hv a bit stim.. mayb after tis i shld go 2 slp again..
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