my sky is grey today

wai kit posted a song on Facebook which i used to love it some years ago..
it suits my mood today..

went for an interview at damansara jaya this afternoon. there's a job that i love so much, not because of the company (eventhough it has a good background), i love it because it is a very challenging job! the company can consider as a new born baby when her sister company has already be a pretty lady.

i prepared very well for the interview especially for the presentation which i spent time to create & design it. everything seems like going smooth.. until they asked me 1 question which i never do before and totally no idea on how to answer it. i did not answer directly but give a quite positive reply (which i feel i'm very positive and can add some marks for that even the answer is not there). and.. i know that i failed because of i do not have experience on doing that and i lost the contact of media after 1 year leaving the field..

now i only realized, sales person need to keep contact with their customers while marketer need to keep good contact with media all the while, contacts is the assets of salesman and marketer which means very much for us as our value!!

and.. my sky is grey today.. my mood is down..




我不知該說什麼好
你的來去一直都沒有預兆
這次你是帶著笑 還是藏著刀
別那樣 又用擁抱當酬勞
別那樣 用玩笑當圈套
我只求一個人 一點自尊和驕傲

我不知該做什麼好
這一切真的從沒有預兆
這次你又帶著笑 而我只想逃
也許是 你要的我不想要
也許是 你要的我做不到
所以我一個人 用空白 填未來 當作炫耀

沒有後悔 沒有爭吵 再也不要苦苦的計較
就算瘦了也沒什麼不好
話變少 也很好
沒有淚水 沒有煎熬
再也沒有人讓我吃不下 睡不著
心碎了 我還炫耀
受傷的字眼 擱淺在唇邊 不要你悱惻敷衍